4D

I buy three times 4D le, never win before, pro sia.

First time, I buy 4D with yvonne because we eat lunch together, then got bird shit fall on her, we note down the time and date, believe that is a sign of luck and fortune. Then I very confident that we will win, because I first time buy ma, so got beginner luck. So confident that I ask other want to buy or not, heng, they didn't. If not, I might not be here writing down all these.

Second time, I buy with ching sen because we first day working at Nokia, I felt that I am lucky so buy the number of our first day at work. In the end, no win also sia...

Third time, I buy 4D with the accompany of LWJ, he no buy but he taught me how to shade the boxes...haha...kind of funny sia. Two newbie gambler struggling with the 4D paper...I still remember when I was young, my mother buy 4D, I will go take those 4D paper, cause I felt that they are like good quality paper sia...then long long de...like hell notes sia...then can fold into aeroplane paper...how fun sia...and is free! Maybe not lah...cos my mother somehow pay for it le ma...lol...better don't let her see this...okay lah now i like also pay for it also.

Before I buy the 4D, I do prediction for my day. Then the result is I am very good lucky, I will be rich. So I thought...ohh...heaven give me sign again...so I go buy 4D. Then I also very confident I will win...end up leh...still no win...do charity again.

赌徒都相信奇迹,
但财神爷会到那里呢?
我也相信希望,
但梦想会成真吗?
做梦可能和赌钱是一样的.
你靠的只有是信念,
你可以一直做梦下去直到梦想成真,
你可以一直赌钱下去直到赢钱.
你的信念要无比坚强, 不怕失败.
终于你赢钱了,梦想成真了,
可是你也可能已经失去了很多金钱和时光.
一切值得吗? 我也不知道.
到最后, 会得到快乐, 靠信念和运气的快乐.
这种快乐对我而言是很好笑的, 所以我会开心很久,
因为好像是你没比人努力但你赢了, 喜从天降的感觉.
可是我可以靠这种快乐多久? 可能这种快乐也是种机会.
所以我觉得人要掌握机会, 加上努力才得到真正的成功后的快乐.
这种成功快乐靠是才能,机智,努力和信念.

Loss of Memory

An Error havs occur, Press any key to start debugging.
Error: Memory Leak!

Above is a common yet danger error when you do programming

It happens in my life, often too, I often forgot many things in life,
some is very important , some is detail information.
I also treat blogging as a tool to help me to recall and see my old entry to refresh my old memories.

Bad memory is a gift or a curse? I started to feel it is more like a curse than gift.
I wish to find a solution to it, but the more I want to remember down something, faster my memory will leak out...maybe during the process to solve my memory leak error, time has passed, error might be solved but will it comes with other side effect?
One error solved, another error pop out.

忘掉不愉快的过去是吉.
不能守住我快乐的记忆是凶极.

回忆对我很重要,
比任何的物质上的东西重要万倍.
我越想留住它们, 它们似乎流走的更快.
快的让我深深感觉害怕, 无助.
如果天是公平的话,
那么我好的坏的记忆,我都要.
有什么比忘记自己来的更恐怖呢?

Journey with Friends

长长的读书生涯好像要结束了.
开始回想, 怀念, 和珍惜现在在学校的时间.

在这漫长的上学时期,
我能如常开心都是因为朋友和家庭的资助.
两年的幼稚园.
六年的小学.
四年的中学.
三年的理工学园.
十九年的玩乐和学习.

在幼稚园, 认识了我第一位男女朋友.
在小学, 认识一大群男友, 少许女友, 也自立门派.
在中学, 结交了兄弟, 谈了恋爱. 认识很多新朋友
在电脑系, 认识了 Derek, Din, Hamka. 三位很值得交的好朋友.
在星象学, 结交了一群兄弟和很好的女性朋友, 又喜欢上了人.
在台拳道, 认识了一些高手.

在网上, 认识了Joleen. 她是网上的小天使, 我一时期的精神支柱, 开心果.
还有一些肯和我网上闲聊的内外好友, 和一些可爱的干妹妹,
和 Charmaine 从华文游戏认识的好友, Alina 一位很特别的人.

在工作, 也认识了很多好人但都没联络了.

我朋友应该有近百, 但是有时后, 痛苦还是要自己过.
如果没有朋友, 我看根本过不下去.
在此, 万分感谢大家的照顾.
如果有需要的, 我能帮到, 一定要告诉我.
我以助人为乐.

Book Addict

近来, 我每天读书.
可以说有空, 我就会读书.
读书时, 我会变的平静起来.
脑里就不想东又想西.
我可说是"行万里路,又读万卷书".
哈哈...是很夸张啦.
可是我现在有做工.
所以会花挺多时间在坐车.
坐车时, 又没人和我讲话, 便发现读书才能打发时间.
后来想想, 我好象每次做工就会开始读书.

但书读多了, 也会有后遗症.
因为我喜欢读"自我提升" 和 "古老名著" 的书.
造成有时和朋友聊天,我就会提到我读的东西.
后来, 好像我在那里自己说的东西, 只有自己知道.
书读多了, 自己也会有改变, 变的:
想太多 -> 少说话
道德提升 -> 讲骗话一定会被发现因为会内疚
古老观念提升 -> 开始和朋友有代沟
对人生比较认真 -> 不能随时随地讲笑话和废话.

哈哈...我有点败类, 自己老了,怪起书来.
现在对我而言, 读书是种麻醉.
一种比较明智的逃避现实的方法.