From the start of my time.
I gain life and many things else.
Then I start to lose some important things to me when I am really young.
I lose my pacifier, I lose my diaper, I lose my milk bottle, I lose my monkey, I lose my small bolster.
To think about it, I think someone throw it away without me noticing it or fighting for it.
This kind of experience happens very often in later part of my life.
When I get something new, I very happy with it. I will bring the things around, carry them, talk to them, throw them into the air. But some magical event happens, I somehow got another new item to be happy with, then I somehow forget the existence of the previous item I had. When I know it, the previous item just "magically" disappear. I may spent some time doing some investigation on the "disappearance" cases but soon it will become an "unsolved" cases.
This is why: The most precious thing in the world is the thing that you used to have it and you lose it and you never able to get it back.
But somehow I still can live with it and continue my life. I remember when I am young, I often ask my parent the question "Why?", they will reply me with "Don't know? but you will know it when you grow up" and I am very glad that last time got this program called "十万个为什么" and give me the false impression of turtle is smarter than rabbit. I think I watch the show so often that I may watch an episode twice. This is the part that I lose my ignorance.
Then I grow up, I lose more expensive stuff like wallet, money, Digimon, bicycle, swimming trunk (just kidding).
From never lose in game before, to lose until blur liao.
Finally, I start to lose things that are irreplaceable. I lose my friends, my dad, my memory.
Probably one day, I will lose my hope, my pride and my confidence.
Then I will remember that "Life is about losing" because during the process of living or surviving, you may lose yourself. At the end, Death will make you lose everything you have.
Then you left with nothing.
So to certain extent, It maybe good to be left with nothing when you are young, because you will feel the great impact of it, you will start to cherish and appreciate whatever you have.
The reborn or awaken will take place from there, then from nothing, you start to gain from every little happiness that you received from other like what happen to you when you are baby.
“Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow.”
