Sunday, January 30, 2005

Bravery and Courage

勇者无惧, 胆识过人.

我常听人说"有勇无谋"这句话. 我想了又想...我如何做到有勇有谋?
我常三思而行,但当我发现到我无法预测到什么事情会发生时,我会勇敢地去面对尽我所能.
但一旦我失败,别人便会说我"有勇无谋"就算我有仔细想过.

人生中有多少事是我们能预料得到? 要是我们只敢做自己能预料的事物,那人生不是很无趣吗?

勇者是:
不顾自我只顾别人,
不怕失败只怕后悔,
不怕人笑只怕人哭.

勇气和胆量的来源不是体力而是思维.
勇敢体验人生因为我们只活那么一次.

Friday, January 28, 2005

Tears of Heart

淚从心中流 .

男人流血不流淚 , 并非废话而是真理 . 只因流淚跟流血已经没有分别...淚是因心中万箭刺之伤痛而流 . 我永远忘不了那种悲痛 . 万箭从回忆里而发 .

回忆就象一个黑暗的房间 , 想要避开可是又想要从中寻找回一些东西 . 当寻找到快乐时也看见了悲伤 , 就是因为这种无法承受的悲伤 , 造成淚从心中而流 .

年育时为不分青红皂白的世界而流淚.
少年时为爱人的回忆而流淚.
成年时盼望自己能因快乐而流淚.

Entering a Darkness Room of Memory, I saw my happiness yet my sorrow was just beside it...I try my best to focus at my happiness only but her image in the sorrow caught my attention. I pick it up, take a look and I just return to where I am most helpless and depress . The pain of sorrow cause me to awake and back to the reality. I found tears in my eyes with no one beside me.

My Eyes Cure - Rice

米的神秘功能.
米一般说来只不过是我的食物. 可是我的妈妈竟然用它来治好我的眼睛!

Don't Know What Happen To Right Side Eye This Few Days.
I just can't stop myself blinking or scatching my eye...I was wondering what causes my eye so itchy.

1. My eyelid too long?
2. See too much pretty girls?
3. My Spectacles?

Then I think since I already have an itchy eye and the above causes don't seem to help me to find the cure. I decide to ask advise from my friend who is a nurse but the method she gives still can't help me solve my problem...Hence, I went to see my family doctor...who is my mother. She say that my eye got unlucky or something in dialect. I was like "Huh?!" and keep asking what is that and got cure or not. Then she went to get a rice, I was like "Huh?! Huh!?" what she want to do? Then she ask me to open my eye and she use the rice to poke the area below my eyeball...My mind was thinking "That goes my eye...if i blind who will take care of me? Will I look like Nie Feng" and hearing my sister saying that last time people using needle! After the "operation", She say "Let the bad luck goes away then throw the rice away" I was like "Sure or not, Will that works?" But I felt comfortable after that poke...then I went to sleep afraid my eye will itchy again. Miracle Happens...My Eye no longer feels itchy! Then I was thinking what cure my eye.

1. The Long Rest Sleep?
2. The Rice?
3. My Mind?

After all, the rice has directly or indirectly cure my eye...and once again i can use my eyes see the beauty of things around me...Feel so lucky to feel comfortable again.

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Unfair Treatment

不公平的待遇 .
每个人都承受过不公平的待遇 , 如果是这样不公平的待遇就不存在了 . 唯一的分别就在于多和少 . 可是承受过较多不公平的待遇的人也就因此比一般人坚强.

Today I read pretty interesting article which write : "You can be upset because rose bushes have thorns or you can rejoice because thorn bushes have roses". This show that unfair treatment will not exist if you see your life as a whole.

When you can read this, you already more fortunate than many thousand of people.

Sunday, January 23, 2005

Art of Sword. The beauty lies in it.

剣 , 剱 , 劎 , 劒 , 劔 , 剑 , 劍

剑是一种一般身体直的,两面都有刀刃的可以用来刺和砍的武器 . 在东方和西方剑都是一种地位比较高的武器 . 因剑在武器里的地位较高 , 中国有很多种剑的写法 .

我觉得 <劍> 的写法很有意思.

It shows that sword have short and long...and purpose of having a sword is for self protect or protect the family under one roof...or duel between two people...only one can survive.

Usually we often say sword and user as one (人剑合一) might be the highest level of art of sword. After all, the word itself already got the word '人' in it. Hence, I often think that it might be meaningless to have a sword if there is no one to practise or duel with you.

In life, many thing become more interesting when there is interactive among people. That maybe the reason why I love to play chinese chess than collecting swords. But it is also more difficult to find a good opponent than finding a good sword.


My Fear Don't Came From Death and Sick

我不为病而忧 , 我不为死而惧 , 我只为离别而愁 .

I will not scare of being sick...but i will troubled my friends and family will left me alone , to avoid getting the disease from me.


I will not fear of death...but i will miss my family and friends when i going to pass away...

Seeing friends and family...separate from me one by one...will be the things that troubled me most.


Saturday, January 22, 2005

My Unspeakable Sadness...

嗨...脑海里,突然出现许多...熟悉的脸庞...回忆...承诺...志愿...理想...心中有一种说不出的悲伤.

That day... is the day where many many thoughts..came to my mind...I saw teacher yet i can't recall his name...then i decided to avoid..but he tap my shoulder and say "hi!" to me... at that very moment...i only can raise my hand and reply "hello", how i wished that i can recall my teacher name...

During a taekwondo practices...I tried to break my limits ...then a familiar face smile at me from far... the guy is from photography club...but i just unable to recall his name too...and tot that he might not be looking at me...when i avoid to have eye contact with him...he seem disappointed...once again... i was angry of my bad memory...

When I reached home, i lies on my bed...and think of many things...the past memories...and my target and goal...then i realise how unsuccessful i am... I work so hard to enter the best class in tanglin sec...yet i only manage to enter poly with 20 point... now i am 17 yet i don't have much great achievement...i don't wish my life just so plain... I must have a life where i can proudly tells my grandson or son...how able i am...

When all this came to my mind all in a sudden... I felt a sense of unknown sadness deeply in my heart.

My Vision...

我时常模糊自我的视觉, 为了是真正感受人间的真情.

Haha...this nick explain why i wear glasses...hehe..joking lah...i just think that to sense the true feeling people toward you...u should use your heart than eyes...as what you see might not be true...but what you feel...is what that touches you most.

The Return Memories...

当悲伤,平凡的记忆多过于快乐,独特的记忆时,爱就因此被淡忘而消失.我有过刻骨铭心的回忆,你有吗?

This is the question... i like to ask my friend around me... friend who experience love before...
I just hope that...i know her later...maybe we will not end up like now...
After all, what is past...is past...I should continue fight to my goal..