在我未使用钥匙试着打开大门时, 我在街上走了一下, 看着天,下着有如冰针的雨...
似乎暗示我大门后的不详...雨滴落在我的身...寒在我的心. 我的脚步变慢了...是水吗?
我试着走不同的道路...希望能改变我的命运. 雨水这时落在我的眼... 让我看清了周围人的面目.
当我使用钥匙打开大门时, 我看见一条不平,难走的路. 路不只难走,还要走的顶天立地.
在路上我看见了~~人性~~可悲~~金钱~~关怀~~明智~~冷静~~败类~~信念.
Shall I try open another gate? We shall see...
Monday, February 28, 2005
Sunday, February 27, 2005
The Result
成绩
明天是我拿英文成绩的大日子. 我花了许多的精神和金钱,就是为了明天能拿到好成绩.
过程虽然辛苦,但也有许多快乐...
时间象风一样,永远不会为任何人停留,当你想用手抓住它时,它就从你手的细逢中流过.
I spent time and money ($1000++) to help myself to improve my English...but I still fail to discover the beauty of the language...I just love Chinese much more than English...I cherish the day going to tution centre every sunday...hope she does too.
No matter what result I get tomorrow... I know it definitely will change my path of life once again.
明天是我拿英文成绩的大日子. 我花了许多的精神和金钱,就是为了明天能拿到好成绩.
过程虽然辛苦,但也有许多快乐...
时间象风一样,永远不会为任何人停留,当你想用手抓住它时,它就从你手的细逢中流过.
I spent time and money ($1000++) to help myself to improve my English...but I still fail to discover the beauty of the language...I just love Chinese much more than English...I cherish the day going to tution centre every sunday...hope she does too.
No matter what result I get tomorrow... I know it definitely will change my path of life once again.
Thursday, February 10, 2005
Lunar New Year Eve
守岁
华人过年前夕的礼仪. 目的是要父母能长命百岁.
I have not practise this ceremony for years... For the past few nights before eve, Shou Sui came to my mind and I start to think of its purpose. I was thinking it is true that we just keep ourself awake for the night and our parent life will be prolong? It might be the process of keeping ourself awake and accompany our parent for the night causes our parent more happy, hence, their life is prolong... after all that is my assumption. Hence, I decided to check whether my assumption is correct, by keeping myself awake for the coming eve.
I online, chatting with friends to keep myself awake, but this method fail me, because msn is down and my network connection has error too. Then I went to do some reading...finally my father went to sleep, then my mother still busy with the house work, then I did some chatting with her...then went back my room and play my laptop... then i fall asleep.
Sadly this year, I can't prove my assumption again...because of my lazyiness. What can I do? Wait for new year loh. Hope this post, can remind me.
华人过年前夕的礼仪. 目的是要父母能长命百岁.
I have not practise this ceremony for years... For the past few nights before eve, Shou Sui came to my mind and I start to think of its purpose. I was thinking it is true that we just keep ourself awake for the night and our parent life will be prolong? It might be the process of keeping ourself awake and accompany our parent for the night causes our parent more happy, hence, their life is prolong... after all that is my assumption. Hence, I decided to check whether my assumption is correct, by keeping myself awake for the coming eve.
I online, chatting with friends to keep myself awake, but this method fail me, because msn is down and my network connection has error too. Then I went to do some reading...finally my father went to sleep, then my mother still busy with the house work, then I did some chatting with her...then went back my room and play my laptop... then i fall asleep.
Sadly this year, I can't prove my assumption again...because of my lazyiness. What can I do? Wait for new year loh. Hope this post, can remind me.
Sunday, February 06, 2005
Tai Ji , Wu Xing , Ba Gua
太极 , 五行 , 八卦
太极 : 它具有两重含义。一是 "太极" 的字词含义，如 "顶点"、"穷尽"；二是"太极"的范畴含义，有 "本质"、"根源"、"全息"的意思。
太极最初是一片原始的混沌之气，通过动而生阳，静而生阴，化生为两仪，形成了阴阳环抱、首尾相接的阴阳太极图。阴阳继续分化则为两仪生四象，再由四象生八卦，阴阳运动衍生万物，无穷无尽，循环往复，井然有序，生生不息，新新不已。太极图先天八卦的方位排列是：乾一、兑二、离三、震四、巽五、坎六、艮七、坤八。太极图始于乾阳，终于坤阴，反映了太极系统阳盛则息，阴盛则消的全息变化规律。
五行 : 金木水火土.
水生木 , 木生火 , 火生土 , 土生金 , 金生水.
水克火 , 火克金 , 金克木 , 木克土 , 土克水.
心 , 火也. 肾 , 水也. 脾 , 土也. 肺 , 金也.
肝 , 木也? 可能不是...因人非草木.
八卦 : 八卦代表八种基本物象: 乾为天, 坤为地, 震为雷, 巽为风, 艮为山, 兑为泽, 坎为水, 离为火, 总称为经卦, 由八个经卦中的两个为一组的排列组合, 则构成六十四卦.
古人认为：无极生太极，太极生两仪，两仪生四象，四象生八卦，八卦生六十四卦，这是太极化生八卦的基本理论。
Above is the basic knowledge of Tai Ji , Wu Xing , Ba Gua. I did some edit to it, make it more simplified. If you can fully understand it, you will realise ancient China already have the idea of science, element, mathematic, astronomy, computer science. It is about logic and formation. Hope you will not yawn after reading...hehe...after all it is pretty long-winded...but I already cut short it...before that was like...10+ full pages of chinese words...
太极 : 它具有两重含义。一是 "太极" 的字词含义，如 "顶点"、"穷尽"；二是"太极"的范畴含义，有 "本质"、"根源"、"全息"的意思。
太极最初是一片原始的混沌之气，通过动而生阳，静而生阴，化生为两仪，形成了阴阳环抱、首尾相接的阴阳太极图。阴阳继续分化则为两仪生四象，再由四象生八卦，阴阳运动衍生万物，无穷无尽，循环往复，井然有序，生生不息，新新不已。太极图先天八卦的方位排列是：乾一、兑二、离三、震四、巽五、坎六、艮七、坤八。太极图始于乾阳，终于坤阴，反映了太极系统阳盛则息，阴盛则消的全息变化规律。
五行 : 金木水火土.
水生木 , 木生火 , 火生土 , 土生金 , 金生水.
水克火 , 火克金 , 金克木 , 木克土 , 土克水.
心 , 火也. 肾 , 水也. 脾 , 土也. 肺 , 金也.
肝 , 木也? 可能不是...因人非草木.
八卦 : 八卦代表八种基本物象: 乾为天, 坤为地, 震为雷, 巽为风, 艮为山, 兑为泽, 坎为水, 离为火, 总称为经卦, 由八个经卦中的两个为一组的排列组合, 则构成六十四卦.
古人认为：无极生太极，太极生两仪，两仪生四象，四象生八卦，八卦生六十四卦，这是太极化生八卦的基本理论。
Above is the basic knowledge of Tai Ji , Wu Xing , Ba Gua. I did some edit to it, make it more simplified. If you can fully understand it, you will realise ancient China already have the idea of science, element, mathematic, astronomy, computer science. It is about logic and formation. Hope you will not yawn after reading...hehe...after all it is pretty long-winded...but I already cut short it...before that was like...10+ full pages of chinese words...
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
Coming Soon...
I thought many ideas within this week. But not yet put them down in words. So I thought of writing the main topic down to recall my own poor memory :)
01. Money ( Root of All Evil ? )
02. Surname, Name and Nick
03. Bravery , Courage -- Done
04. Different between Man and Beast -- Done
05. Tai Ji , Wu Xing , Ba Gua -- Done
01. Money ( Root of All Evil ? )
02. Surname, Name and Nick
03. Bravery , Courage -- Done
04. Different between Man and Beast -- Done
05. Tai Ji , Wu Xing , Ba Gua -- Done
06. Fairytale Ending -- Done
07. My Life
08. Shou Sui ( The Day Before Chinese New Year ) -- Done
09. Win , Lose , Draw
10. LJJ's New Clothes!
Thanks a lot for the comments given by Joleen (Unique Girl) and RongXi (Still not used to call your new name..hehe) and Tom ( Don't know this person but what he write does make a sense, hope to see Jerry too..lol ). Your Comments make me feel this blog more meaningful.
To all my Friends: You all may write down your wishlist on this Post's Comment...I try to help you all to make yr wish comes true
( Note: My family don't print money or sells military weapons so do I...hehe...so expensive stuff..hehe not my business worx)
To LWJ: Yo, you are my latest reader leh...how dare you don't put comment...still in the process of acting dao ar.
Sunday, January 30, 2005
Bravery and Courage
勇者无惧, 胆识过人.
我常听人说"有勇无谋"这句话. 我想了又想...我如何做到有勇有谋?
我常三思而行,但当我发现到我无法预测到什么事情会发生时,我会勇敢地去面对尽我所能.
但一旦我失败,别人便会说我"有勇无谋"就算我有仔细想过.
人生中有多少事是我们能预料得到? 要是我们只敢做自己能预料的事物,那人生不是很无趣吗?
勇者是:
不顾自我只顾别人,
不怕失败只怕后悔,
不怕人笑只怕人哭.
勇气和胆量的来源不是体力而是思维.
勇敢体验人生因为我们只活那么一次.
我常听人说"有勇无谋"这句话. 我想了又想...我如何做到有勇有谋?
我常三思而行,但当我发现到我无法预测到什么事情会发生时,我会勇敢地去面对尽我所能.
但一旦我失败,别人便会说我"有勇无谋"就算我有仔细想过.
人生中有多少事是我们能预料得到? 要是我们只敢做自己能预料的事物,那人生不是很无趣吗?
勇者是:
不顾自我只顾别人,
不怕失败只怕后悔,
不怕人笑只怕人哭.
勇气和胆量的来源不是体力而是思维.
勇敢体验人生因为我们只活那么一次.
Friday, January 28, 2005
Tears of Heart
淚从心中流 .
男人流血不流淚 , 并非废话而是真理 . 只因流淚跟流血已经没有分别...淚是因心中万箭刺之伤痛而流 . 我永远忘不了那种悲痛 . 万箭从回忆里而发 .
回忆就象一个黑暗的房间 , 想要避开可是又想要从中寻找回一些东西 . 当寻找到快乐时也看见了悲伤 , 就是因为这种无法承受的悲伤 , 造成淚从心中而流 .
年育时为不分青红皂白的世界而流淚.
少年时为爱人的回忆而流淚.
成年时盼望自己能因快乐而流淚.
Entering a Darkness Room of Memory, I saw my happiness yet my sorrow was just beside it...I try my best to focus at my happiness only but her image in the sorrow caught my attention. I pick it up, take a look and I just return to where I am most helpless and depress . The pain of sorrow cause me to awake and back to the reality. I found tears in my eyes with no one beside me.
男人流血不流淚 , 并非废话而是真理 . 只因流淚跟流血已经没有分别...淚是因心中万箭刺之伤痛而流 . 我永远忘不了那种悲痛 . 万箭从回忆里而发 .
回忆就象一个黑暗的房间 , 想要避开可是又想要从中寻找回一些东西 . 当寻找到快乐时也看见了悲伤 , 就是因为这种无法承受的悲伤 , 造成淚从心中而流 .
年育时为不分青红皂白的世界而流淚.
少年时为爱人的回忆而流淚.
成年时盼望自己能因快乐而流淚.
Entering a Darkness Room of Memory, I saw my happiness yet my sorrow was just beside it...I try my best to focus at my happiness only but her image in the sorrow caught my attention. I pick it up, take a look and I just return to where I am most helpless and depress . The pain of sorrow cause me to awake and back to the reality. I found tears in my eyes with no one beside me.
My Eyes Cure - Rice
米的神秘功能.
米一般说来只不过是我的食物. 可是我的妈妈竟然用它来治好我的眼睛!
Don't Know What Happen To Right Side Eye This Few Days.
I just can't stop myself blinking or scatching my eye...I was wondering what causes my eye so itchy.
1. My eyelid too long?
2. See too much pretty girls?
3. My Spectacles?
Then I think since I already have an itchy eye and the above causes don't seem to help me to find the cure. I decide to ask advise from my friend who is a nurse but the method she gives still can't help me solve my problem...Hence, I went to see my family doctor...who is my mother. She say that my eye got unlucky or something in dialect. I was like "Huh?!" and keep asking what is that and got cure or not. Then she went to get a rice, I was like "Huh?! Huh!?" what she want to do? Then she ask me to open my eye and she use the rice to poke the area below my eyeball...My mind was thinking "That goes my eye...if i blind who will take care of me? Will I look like Nie Feng" and hearing my sister saying that last time people using needle! After the "operation", She say "Let the bad luck goes away then throw the rice away" I was like "Sure or not, Will that works?" But I felt comfortable after that poke...then I went to sleep afraid my eye will itchy again. Miracle Happens...My Eye no longer feels itchy! Then I was thinking what cure my eye.
1. The Long Rest Sleep?
2. The Rice?
3. My Mind?
After all, the rice has directly or indirectly cure my eye...and once again i can use my eyes see the beauty of things around me...Feel so lucky to feel comfortable again.
米一般说来只不过是我的食物. 可是我的妈妈竟然用它来治好我的眼睛!
Don't Know What Happen To Right Side Eye This Few Days.
I just can't stop myself blinking or scatching my eye...I was wondering what causes my eye so itchy.
1. My eyelid too long?
2. See too much pretty girls?
3. My Spectacles?
Then I think since I already have an itchy eye and the above causes don't seem to help me to find the cure. I decide to ask advise from my friend who is a nurse but the method she gives still can't help me solve my problem...Hence, I went to see my family doctor...who is my mother. She say that my eye got unlucky or something in dialect. I was like "Huh?!" and keep asking what is that and got cure or not. Then she went to get a rice, I was like "Huh?! Huh!?" what she want to do? Then she ask me to open my eye and she use the rice to poke the area below my eyeball...My mind was thinking "That goes my eye...if i blind who will take care of me? Will I look like Nie Feng" and hearing my sister saying that last time people using needle! After the "operation", She say "Let the bad luck goes away then throw the rice away" I was like "Sure or not, Will that works?" But I felt comfortable after that poke...then I went to sleep afraid my eye will itchy again. Miracle Happens...My Eye no longer feels itchy! Then I was thinking what cure my eye.
1. The Long Rest Sleep?
2. The Rice?
3. My Mind?
After all, the rice has directly or indirectly cure my eye...and once again i can use my eyes see the beauty of things around me...Feel so lucky to feel comfortable again.
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
Unfair Treatment
不公平的待遇 .
每个人都承受过不公平的待遇 , 如果是这样不公平的待遇就不存在了 . 唯一的分别就在于多和少 . 可是承受过较多不公平的待遇的人也就因此比一般人坚强.
Today I read pretty interesting article which write : "You can be upset because rose bushes have thorns or you can rejoice because thorn bushes have roses". This show that unfair treatment will not exist if you see your life as a whole.
When you can read this, you already more fortunate than many thousand of people.
每个人都承受过不公平的待遇 , 如果是这样不公平的待遇就不存在了 . 唯一的分别就在于多和少 . 可是承受过较多不公平的待遇的人也就因此比一般人坚强.
Today I read pretty interesting article which write : "You can be upset because rose bushes have thorns or you can rejoice because thorn bushes have roses". This show that unfair treatment will not exist if you see your life as a whole.
When you can read this, you already more fortunate than many thousand of people.
Sunday, January 23, 2005
Art of Sword. The beauty lies in it.
剣 , 剱 , 劎 , 劒 , 劔 , 剑 , 劍
剑是一种一般身体直的，两面都有刀刃的可以用来刺和砍的武器 . 在东方和西方剑都是一种地位比较高的武器 . 因剑在武器里的地位较高 , 中国有很多种剑的写法 .
我觉得 <劍> 的写法很有意思.
It shows that sword have short and long...and purpose of having a sword is for self protect or protect the family under one roof...or duel between two people...only one can survive.
Usually we often say sword and user as one (人剑合一) might be the highest level of art of sword. After all, the word itself already got the word '人' in it. Hence, I often think that it might be meaningless to have a sword if there is no one to practise or duel with you.
In life, many thing become more interesting when there is interactive among people. That maybe the reason why I love to play chinese chess than collecting swords. But it is also more difficult to find a good opponent than finding a good sword.
剑是一种一般身体直的，两面都有刀刃的可以用来刺和砍的武器 . 在东方和西方剑都是一种地位比较高的武器 . 因剑在武器里的地位较高 , 中国有很多种剑的写法 .
我觉得 <劍> 的写法很有意思.
It shows that sword have short and long...and purpose of having a sword is for self protect or protect the family under one roof...or duel between two people...only one can survive.
Usually we often say sword and user as one (人剑合一) might be the highest level of art of sword. After all, the word itself already got the word '人' in it. Hence, I often think that it might be meaningless to have a sword if there is no one to practise or duel with you.
In life, many thing become more interesting when there is interactive among people. That maybe the reason why I love to play chinese chess than collecting swords. But it is also more difficult to find a good opponent than finding a good sword.
My Fear Don't Came From Death and Sick
我不为病而忧 , 我不为死而惧 , 我只为离别而愁 .
I will not fear of death...but i will miss my family and friends when i going to pass away...
Seeing friends and family...separate from me one by one...will be the things that troubled me most.
I will not scare of being sick...but i will troubled my friends and family will left me alone , to avoid getting the disease from me.
I will not fear of death...but i will miss my family and friends when i going to pass away...
Seeing friends and family...separate from me one by one...will be the things that troubled me most.
Saturday, January 22, 2005
My Unspeakable Sadness...
嗨...脑海里,突然出现许多...熟悉的脸庞...回忆...承诺...志愿...理想...心中有一种说不出的悲伤.
That day... is the day where many many thoughts..came to my mind...I saw teacher yet i can't recall his name...then i decided to avoid..but he tap my shoulder and say "hi!" to me... at that very moment...i only can raise my hand and reply "hello", how i wished that i can recall my teacher name...
During a taekwondo practices...I tried to break my limits ...then a familiar face smile at me from far... the guy is from photography club...but i just unable to recall his name too...and tot that he might not be looking at me...when i avoid to have eye contact with him...he seem disappointed...once again... i was angry of my bad memory...
When I reached home, i lies on my bed...and think of many things...the past memories...and my target and goal...then i realise how unsuccessful i am... I work so hard to enter the best class in tanglin sec...yet i only manage to enter poly with 20 point... now i am 17 yet i don't have much great achievement...i don't wish my life just so plain... I must have a life where i can proudly tells my grandson or son...how able i am...
When all this came to my mind all in a sudden... I felt a sense of unknown sadness deeply in my heart.
That day... is the day where many many thoughts..came to my mind...I saw teacher yet i can't recall his name...then i decided to avoid..but he tap my shoulder and say "hi!" to me... at that very moment...i only can raise my hand and reply "hello", how i wished that i can recall my teacher name...
During a taekwondo practices...I tried to break my limits ...then a familiar face smile at me from far... the guy is from photography club...but i just unable to recall his name too...and tot that he might not be looking at me...when i avoid to have eye contact with him...he seem disappointed...once again... i was angry of my bad memory...
When I reached home, i lies on my bed...and think of many things...the past memories...and my target and goal...then i realise how unsuccessful i am... I work so hard to enter the best class in tanglin sec...yet i only manage to enter poly with 20 point... now i am 17 yet i don't have much great achievement...i don't wish my life just so plain... I must have a life where i can proudly tells my grandson or son...how able i am...
When all this came to my mind all in a sudden... I felt a sense of unknown sadness deeply in my heart.
My Vision...
我时常模糊自我的视觉, 为了是真正感受人间的真情.
Haha...this nick explain why i wear glasses...hehe..joking lah...i just think that to sense the true feeling people toward you...u should use your heart than eyes...as what you see might not be true...but what you feel...is what that touches you most.
Haha...this nick explain why i wear glasses...hehe..joking lah...i just think that to sense the true feeling people toward you...u should use your heart than eyes...as what you see might not be true...but what you feel...is what that touches you most.
The Return Memories...
当悲伤,平凡的记忆多过于快乐,独特的记忆时,爱就因此被淡忘而消失.我有过刻骨铭心的回忆,你有吗?
This is the question... i like to ask my friend around me... friend who experience love before...
I just hope that...i know her later...maybe we will not end up like now...
After all, what is past...is past...I should continue fight to my goal..
This is the question... i like to ask my friend around me... friend who experience love before...
I just hope that...i know her later...maybe we will not end up like now...
After all, what is past...is past...I should continue fight to my goal..
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
Decide to write down my memory of the whole holiday
Today, I wake up at 8.30 to meet wenxin, at the tanglin for bicycle riding. When I decided to give a call to wenxin to make the confirmation, we decide to cancel the trip, then i continue to sleep until afternoon, wake up without eat any thingy, i went to play my pc game, it was quite fun, then i recieve a call from qian qiang. He want to meet me up to accompany him for a while, since i also need accompany to sp to return din's book, we meet up at the dover mrt, at that moment i was damn hungry...i felt only a bread in my stomach and no water at all. I went straight to buy a milo chocolates to fill up my hungry. After returning the book, qian qiang decide to challenge me in pool, result? I lose I paid for the pool then went study with how hui. Then I start to recall my chemisty memory I tried my best to teach him as much as i can. But the time is limited, i can't help him much. I went ginza alone and buy comic and stuff. Then i walked aimless around ginza looking for food to eat. But none of the food caught my attention. I waited for the bus. Reach my hometown, then I went to eat fishball noodle, I tasted the noodle carefully to remember its taste. Then I went NTUC to buy medicine for my mom, I show the docter the medicine and she can immediately idenity its purpose, I was quite shocked, but she doesn't have the stock. Then on the way home, I thought of writing all my memory of holiday into here.
Thursday, October 07, 2004
The Time a bit crazy...Nevermind I forgive it
Testing testing 1, 2, 3. Hmm welcome to my website ! Hmmm...yup that all..hehe.
First "Day" Try Out Blogger
Now 4.03. A.M, Yes I am not sleep yet. Don't know why I can like no need to sleep like that. But today like very free, so come to play blogger after so research know something about blogger...hehe...I fast learner hor. Now I wanted to do testing but don't know why so long liao. ok Testing 1, 2, 3. 7 Oct 2004 (Thursday)
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