Dream to Reality

人要脚踏实地.
不要一步登天.
因为一不小心真的会早日登天.

万事起头难.
我们能从一个地方到另一个地方.
如果没靠别人或工具或交通工具.
我们就要靠我们的双脚.
走出去. 走到目的地.

我的脚很好看吧...我觉得可以用他拍广告.
我这种想法...就叫做梦.

听说只有人可以做梦.
(我猜是因为动物或植物做梦也不会跟人讲啦.)


Last night I dreamed I ate a ten-pound marshmallow, and when I woke up the pillow was gone.

Learning New Language

Today, I went for my beginner course for Sign Language.

Before I go, I have a chat with my mom, what I am doing this afternoon. She asked "why you learn sign language?"

I replied "To communicate? To learn a new skill?"

Actually I am quite interested to learn any new skill or new languages. My secondary school teacher used to say, when you learn a new language, you learn a new world. It is very true. When you learn sign language, you will understand deaf community and their culture. When you learn English, you can understand lot of knowledge from the Western.

For now, I know Chinese, English, Sign, a bit of Japanese and Malay. I basically can understand lot of cultures already.
Actually I think learn English is very useful...because it seems to be the International/Standard Language. It is something like US currency is the World Currency. So via English you can understand many other countries stories and culture.

So why I chose to learn Sign Language?

Firstly, I consistently learn new things but I getting old.
So I don't want to spend too much time practice how to pronounce new word or how to write some words nicely and correctly. For Sign Language, you just have to Sign and give face/body expression...simple, practical and hand-on! Good right?

Secondly, I also think Sign Language is a more special and interesting language compare to other language. It is the only language that you must communicate face to face and I like this idea. I like people takes a lot of attention on human communication.

Thirdly, when I want to do something, I simply just do it. Haha...but for this time, got great help from Chia Hui.

Actually, before attending this Beginner Course, you need to attend and complete the Introduction Course. Today, when I attend the lesson...somehow I quite miss Mei Zhen and Adeline...haha because last time when I learn ABC and 1234...they are around. Haha...lucky today still got Chia Hui accompany me. If not, I might not even be able to sign my name.

We also play a game called "Pass the stick" and it is very creative and interesting game.
Next time can play with my friends in FO camp or some Ice-Breaking game.


Education's purpose is to replace an empty mind with an open one.

The Mid-Autumn Moon Festival

中秋节之吃饼赏月.

在中秋节之前和当天.
我吃了三种月饼.

第一种是来自Raffles Hotel的含有酒精成份的特制月饼, 会让你越吃越High.



第二种是来自大中国的传统双黄月饼. 很好吃, 很耐饱.

第三种是来自香港的特别多口味的月冰皮月饼. 刚吃了红豆和芒果口味.
很特别, 很好吃.

月饼我是吃多了...但天不做美, 看不到月亮. 我现在害怕自己的肚子会变的跟月亮圆.
我每天都做运动. "意大利"好不容易要分成六国. 难道他们又要统一?

晚安了...我去做运动了.

Eve of Moon Festival

中秋节的除夕.

我很小的时候, 很喜欢中秋节.
主要原因是可以看到嫦娥.

哈哈...开玩笑的啦.

主要原因是可以玩火和看到她.
小时候每次中秋节, 都会在我家楼下过.
因为我家楼下就是小学和中学.


会提灯(她),点蜡烛(她),玩烟火(我),追美眉(他们).

其实我比较像做烟花. 因为我会集合很多烟火棒的火药, 然后一次过点火. 我还记得有一次我点烟火后...天下雨了...下了七彩雨. 哈哈骗你们啦.
其实是我被叫进校长的办公室后, 才下雨...天都可怜我啊. 校长诬蔑我, 说我放火烧球场. 她真的有病. 我那么热爱打篮球的阳光男孩...哪里可能会放火烧球场. 我只是隔岸观火而已. 她来,每个人跑,只有我一个看火和她. 她就把火出在我身上. 到了办公室后, 叫我把身上的东西拿出来. 只有打火机和没有开到的蜡烛盒. 她就说我是放火. 嗨...她真是没脑. 幸好我有律师的天赋, 为自己打赢了官司...无罪释放.


今天, 我家楼下吵到我去看发生什么事. 原来他们在庆祝中秋节, 有舞狮团. 可是没人玩火...他们提的也是塑胶灯笼...真无聊. 我在家拍照更无聊. 还是去看火影忍者比较好.


晚安. 今天竟然收到常在心的情书. 但我挺相信是假的.

Color Knowledge

最近我学了很多"色"的东西. 我已经很好"色"了.
老师还教我更多跟色有关的事.

其实你们的眼睛不能看很多跟黄色有关的东西.
为什么我写"你们"而不是"我们".
因为我已经练成"天眼", 可以看的东西比普通人多.
听说我的好友也要练成.
可能是因为他也姓"林"的关系吧.

普通人都会看到很多不同种类的青. 比如: 黑青啊.
电脑能给我看到的颜色有限. 除非你的荧光屏很好.
我也学了很多跟照相机有关的知识.

Pixel Dimension is about width x height.
Resolution is about pixel per inch (ppi).

So actually we often mistook resolution as pixel dimension.

For buying camera, there is few things to take note. how many sensor the camera have?
If there is three RGB color light sensor will be the best...but the price is super expensive and it consumes much more energy. So normally, camera will have one light sensor only. Next point to take note on is the pixel size...for example 10 megapixel will be more than enough. Next will be sensor size...if your pixel size is high...but sensor size is small....the photo won't be very nice also. I recommend Cannon 1st, Sony 2nd...due to the technology they use...try look for Foveon X3 technology. With Foveon X3, your photo colour will be more realistic. If you look for super duper fast photo capturing technology, look for Kawahito Lab, they can take 3500 frames per second.

By the way, today I didn't take own photo....because my camera run out of battery.

Good night.

Green Bean Experiment

Green Bean Experiment.

The purpose of this experiment is to find out which green bean die first and last.

Sound cruel right? It is just to prove one theory. Current state is not as bad/good as we think.
I often heard people say they are dying, sick of their life, bored, extreme happy, impossible for them to fall sick, impossible for them to recover.

I think those are just short term experience which we should overcome it and do not let bad memories/experience continue to affect our future life...and consistently recall our past good experience. Back to my experiment

Here is seven green bean. They are randomly pick by my mom from the normal green bean pack that buy from supermarket. They have different size and weight and they are position at different location. This photo is taken one day after I have put them on cotton wool. I quite shock that green bean grow so fast. You can adopt them or name them if you want.

Chose one bean that you think it will have the longest lifespan and one bean has the shortest lifespan.

I chose the bottom right bean has the longest lifespan and center top bean has the shortest lifespan. One week later we will see the result :) By the way, I will not interfere their life at all.

Viewpoint on Life

Viewpoint. 观点.

今天我要谈的是人生观.
我已经很长的时间没写中文.
今天来写个小对话.

数码宝贝: 人生对我来说嘛...就像一场赛跑...我重视的是速度.

钢弹: 可是人生对我来说嘛...就像一场战争...我重视的是输赢.

步惊云: 人生有如排云掌...修炼绝招是为了面对更强的对手...我重视的是生存.

我: 人生就好像一盘中国象棋. 在对的时间,地点,身份...做对的行为...我重视的是"意".

你就算很"帅"一但做错选择, 你还是会输给无名小"卒".

我很幸福, 有你做我的朋友. 但是也很可怜...因为没有女朋友.

We all grow up

Yeah! This is a height chart! It is at least 15 year old?

When I young, I used to run to my sister room and stand at this height chart to check how tall I have grow. When it shows the height that I am not satisfy with it, I will just think that this height chart not accurate de. But if it shows the height that I want...then I will 100% believe in it...and one day, it shows my height is 180cm...okay I am happy and I never used it again...anyway now I am the tallest in my family...what a great achievement. My mum did a great job in feeding me.


When we are young, we want to grow tall. When we are tall, we want to grow smart. When we are smart, we want to grow money. (that is when kids become smarter than us) When we are rich, we suddenly don't want to grow old! Sometime rich people rather die than to see themselves to grow old...they will try all kind of method to maintain their "not so old" look.

Today, I realize there is no way to stop yourself growing old because that is law of nature...even you can time travel....you also growing. Mentally, Physically...it just grow via time and experience. So when I grow old, I want to grow noble and there is nothing noble about being superior to some other person. True nobility lies in being superior to your former self which means endless self improvement of one's character.

Kids grow up fast...is not based on food...but based on life encounters.

Who makes life so difficult? No one but yourself. Less demand of needs and wants...Less supply of your energy and effort. Life is short....four letters only.

Btw currently I try to lead a very Zen lifestyle. How Zen you may think. Sleep before 12 and wake up at 8. Try to eat more vegetable and fruit everyday (I just realize that most of the top ranking animal in strength in animal kingdom is vegetarian!) Do sit up and push up every day...spent less time with females (I think this one quite difficult to achieve because I accompany my mum quite often) Record my daily 'karma' on a book. Do photo blog here. Read a book a day. Read Bible.

Photo Blog - Happiness

From Today onward, I want to start photo blogging. Which means I take a photo and write some words.

Why we live? It is simply to complete some tasks or just be happy. We look forward for happy days to come again! We need to have some goal or purpose to make our life more meaningful.

I injured and healed just within a day. I am happy.

This photo simply show what camera I am using to take down other photos in future. What I want to capture is happy related stuff.











She asked "How to achieve happiness?"
I replied "Get married with me loh."
She laughed "Then whole world girls going to marry with you then can be happy ar?"
I think "Nope, there is only one lucky girl"

Climb High, Fall Hard.

Today, I jump from the tree that is printed on Singapore $5 dollar note.

The height is about 2m. After the jump. I learn many things.

Say is easy, do is tough.

Before this jump, I always wonder why action movie they can repeat the character jump at a high height for so many time. Now I know why. It is because it is not an easy task as you thought.

When I was up there. Time seem to slow down til you felt it don't existed...I don't really care how much time has passed...the fear is overwhelming. 1min 20 seconds have passed. I decide to waste no more time and do the jump. It is actually my 2nd jump. But the feeling is totally different. Why?

First jump, I was forced by no one but forced by situtation. When I climb up the tree...I realise I only can jump down from the tree...many people will think why I don't climb down from the way I climb up. At that moment, it is not possible and is more dangerous by yourself.

When I climb up the tree...I am barefoot, because it is more safe due to higher friction and better control. When I am up the tree...I need shoes as protection to cushion the impact fall on ground. At that moment, my mind tell me I left one solution but I was wrong.

For every problem, there is actually more than one solution. The another solution is actually is use barefoot and climb down from the way you climb up. I am shock when I see this solution works.

Try relate this climbing experience with our life experience.

When we raise in our rank, career position, status. Does we ever thought that we will fall from the top? Most of the time is no. Why? You are blind by the happiness of being at the top of the world.

But when you truly tired being at the top of the world...and you want to have a stable ground life. You completely regret that why you climb so high. First thing comes to your mind is to get as many protection you can get and do the fall and crash and pray that you are still alive. But how many people at the top will want to come down willingly and do some preparation for the fall. Not many, most people comes down by forced or sabotage by other people who want their position and most of the time the fall is deadly without a warning.

My friend shows me that is a easy and safe way out. It is to climb down from the top when you are contented and come down humbly without protection but has the assist of other, a friend which you will trust to catch you when you will fall during the process of coming down. Then slowly back to the ground step by step.

Having a good friend is better than having a good falling spot.

So why there is the 2nd jump? Simply because it is fun to jump but every jump is different you might injured.

Looking Back

Now I looking back at my life.

I realise lot of problems is not a problems.

I realise time can do lot of healing.

Time wash aways pain, bad memory, worries.

I realise many things change...but many things did not.

While reading my Mind is a battlefield post.

I felt disgusted by it...I felt it is too agressive tone post.

I used to like that post...but now I don't.

I felt like delete it, I did, but part of it. Not all. After all it is still a creation of mine.

By Nature, I think I am person who like peace...although I like challenges also.

I realise I might change without me myself noticing.

It is very scary to turn into a person you dislike most.

My old friends said that I am a person who always have a smile on his face.

Always happy, positive, full of hope, full of laughter.

I still do. But somehow now I think of my family more.

I believe life just get better in the end.



As long as you keep moving...you will reach the destination.

I am slow :(

Haha...It actually took me 12 days and make me realise I am slow.

So what am I doing within these 12 days?

Family...Project...Family...Her...Project...Myself.

Maybe I should focus on myself more...but I still have to finish my project first...then family...then her.

I hate...

WARNING: This is just a draft to be review...I have no time to complete because need to go hosptial.

Sometime or somehow...I simply hate SMS or even phone call...
Why?
Because SMS, It limits you 160 letters per SMS! Can you believe it?
160 letters leh! How do you express your feeling and thoughts fully with 160 letters!
Worse part is...there is people with unlimited SMS plan...then they reply super short reply...
then they ask stupid question...wow! make me vomit blood...maybe that why they SMS me...
If not I sure suan them to death on phone.

Okay, about short SMS...I know I reply short SMS too.
Why?
Because when you recieved a SMS, the best action you can do, is response.
When you are going to reply, you have to think...think...think...then SMS.
The thinking process...is a chore to me...I think I write, I scare my friend misunderstand,
I delete...I rewrite...I scare my reply not good...I delete I rewrite...finally I sent.
Wow...15 minutes have passed! Kaoz...Genius like me can spent 15 minutes to do a lot of things leh...
End up I just sent a SMS! Best part is when you sent out your "masterpiece" you wait another few minutes for reply.
Best reply is a single letter "K"...make me really want to go that person house and stab him/her to death sia. haha kidding lah.
I not so violent de...suan him/her til he/she cry only.

Surprisingly, sometime I can be the person who do the "K" reply leh...
Why?
Simply, I hate SMS! If you going to ask a question and expect a very long answer.
Can you kindly call that person!!!
I know call people is expensive!!! I know now is difficult to make money!!!
But I know one thing even more clearly, Now is even more difficult to make friends in this Age of Overloading Information world!!!

When I take ten thousand year to reply, because I need to plan and think and check of lot stuff to do a reply!
A SMS to me is super duper cold, no feeling, no sincere, no life...I don't know why...maybe I do too much programming
or use too much computer...sometime I read a SMS I feel like being use by people...I feel like read a robot reply...
I just feel weird...

I hate phone call too...but of course not as much as SMS.
At least, when you are on a phone call, that person don't talk...you can hear his/her breathing or environment...
haha, okay I not sick til like to hear people's breathing...is because it at least make you feel that person is ALIVE!
which is very important to me. But hear a person breathing too long...make me felt sick too!
Why?
Because it waste my phone call bill, it waste my time, it waste my feeling! If I want to hear breathing/environment sounds.
I might well find a seashell and put my ear there...listen to the sea song or sound of emptiness.

At this Age of Multitasking, multitasking seem to be a basic ability, I am a super multitask-er...if you all know me...I can easily use four laptop at the same time. But when comes to do a reply to a human, I simply hate to reply via SMS or phone call.
Why?
Because you spent all your time focus on SMS/Phone call, another party can just continue his/her task just by adding your task in.
I hate this kind of thing...no basic courtesy!

One great thing I learn from the Deaf. They are very positive and lively...maybe not all...but most.
Why?
Because the focus a lot on Human Communication! They can't hear! They only see.
If you are not going to have eyes contact with them...they simply don't bother to communicate with you at all.
Unless they no choice lah...I just prefer a more LIVE and human communication as in face to face.

Yup, so I think the best way to use sms/phone call is to use it as a media to meet up in real life.

Star Shouting Show

Sometime I just feel like SHOUTING to the sky...see can shout the star down..then i can make wishes liao.

Total Solar Eclipse

日全食 Total Solar Eclipse

Tomorrow Morning (9.30 am), Finally Human Race decide to use some of their precious time to look at the Sun "Dark" Beauty. Hopefully Tomorrow won't be so hot.

Guys bring girls go see sunrise. (haha...hope it rains.)

Girls don't wait for me to bring you see sunrise...because I very lazy...I surely fall asleep...you all got legs own self go see okay? Yup, no matter how pretty or kind or what...I still prefer to see Sunrise with my mum.

Joker’s Journey

Chapter 0. The idea behind Joker’s Journey.

Hero's Journey like quite typical and boring already. I shall come out Joker's Journey.

Chapter 1. Introduction & also the End.

One fine day, joker appear at nowhere. Suddenly he has a lame joke in mind. He decide to share to the world. Bang! Simply there is one serious guy don't like his joke and shot him. Bang! the serious guy kill himself too. In the end, everyone remember the joke and not joker. The end. Cheer up! That is just a lame story with something for people to think on. Not everyone can takes joke. Bang! The runner become the champion after the gun shot. Think Positive!

The woodsman's dilemma

There was a woodsman who had a new axe.

The first day he was able to chop down 20 trees.

With each passing day, he worked longer and harder, while chopping down fewer trees.

A friend wandered by and suggested, "why don't you sharpen your axe?"

The woodsman replied, "I am too busy. I have got to chop down more trees!"

Let stop for a moment, collect our thoughts and sharpen our axes.

Adulthood - My Current Phase of My Life

Adulthood indicate a biologically grown or mature person. It may also mean a plant, animal, or person who has reached full growth or alternatively is capable of reproduction.

成年人.

俗称: 成人.

我也听说成功的人...俗称也叫成人. (可能这就是为什么厉害的小孩,有人会说他们像大人)

我也听说成家的人...更叫做成人.

你们这里有多少个人...曾经受过成人教育的? 有教育过性知识吗?

我这里说的性知识不是指做爱的知识, 而是了解人性的知识.

要做个成人是件很不容易的事. 有多难呢? 我这就来说明.

1. 要有一男一女突然相爱. (你的爸妈咯)

2. 然后想成家立业.

3. 突然想要有Baby.

4. 你又要很幸运地是那个Baby.

5. 在变成那个Baby之前, 你的母亲要开心,健康. 不然她突然想要打掉你...你就玩完了.

6. 那时的你, 也要健康成长...不要生病. 不然...不说你也知道吧.

7. 满长的十个月后, 终于你出生了.

8. 你一出来一定要哭...让大家知道你有多感动...不然他们会怕你是哑巴.

9. 然后要会扮可爱...有事没事就傻笑...少哭一点...多睡一点...那样时间就会过快一点.

10. 在这五年內如果没发生什么大事, 你就会成功的进入幼儿园. 接受幼儿教育.

11. 如果接下来的两年...你没有智商或体能问题. 你才能到小学. 这时你才七岁.

12. 恭喜你啊! 这时你才过完一分之三...还要十四年你才变成成人.

13. 小学如果没什么事放学就回家...别惹事生非....平安度过小学六年后就到中学. 十三岁.

14. 在中学时...如果你没为情自杀, 没有读书疯掉, 成功度过这艰难的四年. 再次恭喜你! 十七岁!

15. 为何艰难呢? 因为这个时期是最容易做错事的时候...因为自己以为很成熟但还是很幼稚.

16. 认为"男人我最大", 暴力能解决一切问题, 爱是全部.

17. 中学四年后就看你多聪明咯...厉害读书就去JC...厉害做事就去POLY.

18. 如果POLY的FYP没玩死你...再次恭喜你!

19. POLY的三年成功失败教育后...就是你进兵的大"嚎"日子.

20. 这时你才二十岁啊!

21. 如果在当兵的第一年后没有难倒你...你才终于到二十一啊....真感人肺腑...终于成为成人了!!!

好了...成人了...可以买烟,买酒,看成人电影,进酒廊. 可是...这些都没什么...也不好玩.

做成功的人应该会比较好玩...可能成家的人会是最好玩的.

我以成人...是时候把那个小孩杀了...再见了. 谢谢你二十一年来的快乐和陪伴.

今天二月二十二日...我会记得你.

JJ shall be brave in facing all challenges and be responsible for all his actions.

How far you can go depend on how hard/soft you push yourself. But don't push yourself too hard...if not you are the one who cause the fall.

Please note: Nobody say you can't stop and take a rest. I support the Gap Year Idea.

JJ Guide on PC

First Question: Are you going to reformat or just want to speed up your PC?

If you want to reformat your PC. Follow the step below.

1. Format your PC into 2/3 Partition. 1st for OS (10 gb), 2nd for Programs, 3rd for Data.

2. Install your OS - Windows XP Professional SP3

3. Install NOD32 AntiVirus to protect your PC from Internet Intruder/Virus.

4. Go online and update all the critical Windows updates.

5. Install your drivers.

Now basically your PC is a basic clean OS.

The following steps is to teach you how to speed up your PC.

1. Go http://www.liutilities.com/ , download SpeedUpMyPC 2009 & RegistryBooster 2009.

2. Install them.

3. Learn how to use them.

4. After running the 2 programs, it will ask you to restart your PC.

5. Now your PC should work much faster,as in your PC startup/shutdown time got cut short, yr OS response faster to your request.

The following step below is to teach you how to maintain your PC so your PC will run as fast as new even after few years time.

1. Install CCleaner 2.16.830 & Defraggler 1.07.124.

2. Run CCleaner is for Disk Cleanup which will increase your PC disk space by deleting useless stuffs. It is also for fixing issues in Registry Editor. You can use CCleaner to uninstall programs too.

3. Run Defraggler is for defragmentation which is a process that reduces the amount of fragmentation in file systems. If you have too much fragmentation in your file systems, your PC will slow down.

4. Run SpeedUpMyPC 2009 & RegistryBooster 2009 once in awhile also.

The following programs below is freeware that I highly recommended for friends to use.

You can download all programs below at http://www.filehippo.com/

1. Orbit Downloader - This downloader help to download all the setup file on internet, real fast.

2. Web Browsers - Firefox 3.0.6 & Internet Explorer 8.0 RC1 & Flash Player 10.0.12.36

3. File Sharing - uTorrent 1.8.2 Build 14458 (I only promote copyright free and legal file sharing)

4. CD & DVD Tools - ImgBurn 2.4.20 is a very easy to use CD/DVD Burner & DAEMON Tools Lite 4.30.3 - For mounting ISO image

5. Office - Adobe Reader 9.0 & OpenOffice.org 3.0.1 Final

6. Compression - WinZip 12.0.8252 & WinRAR 3.80

7. Windows Live Messenger 2009 (14.0.8064)

8. Drivers - Directx 9.0c (Nov 08) , Java Runtime Environment 1.6.0.12 , .NET Framework Version 3.5 SP 1

9. Audio & Video - iTunes 8.0.2.20 , Windows Media Player 11 , VLC Media Player 0.9.8a , K-Lite Codec Pack 4.62(Full) , DivX Codec , Real Alternative 1.90 , QuickTime Alternative 2.8.0

10. Cleaning and Tweaking - CCleaner 2.16.830 , Recuva 1.23.389 (for data recovery), Defraggler 1.07.124 , Autoruns 9.39 , Process Explorer 11.33 , Tweak UI 2.1

11. Imaging - Adobe Photoshop CS3 , The Gimp 2.6.5 , Google Earth 5.0.11337 Beta , Google SketchUp 7.0.8657

Thank for spending your time reading.

Currently I am providing free servicing of laptop/PC (mainly softwares, but I know hardware troubleshooting too) to friends & relative only. To perfect my skills in IT solving and put what I have learn into good use. If you feel paiseh..you can always treat me lunch or dinner.

In future, I might learn to do harddisk recovering.

If you have any problems in your laptop & PC...feel free to contact me.

UFO

"The future is here. It's just not evenly distributed yet."
quote from science-fiction writer William Gibson.

UFO - An Unidentified Flying Object is the popular term for any aerial phenomenon that cannot immediately be identified.

UFO Alien Proof Disclosure Project 'Open Your Eyes' Footage
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sofwHQejYQw&feature=related

UFOs - FOX News - Mexican Air Force - CNN News - OVNIs
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uDOOZ_IPb6Y

U.F.O DISCLOSURE PROJECT U.FO MEETING (1hr 55 min)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7vyVe-6YdUk

The two most important crop circles ever. No joke.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_KoR2t-iM9k&feature=related

UFOs Made in Germany! - Real Footage
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=by3Q2jzeJKY&feature=related

Fun Facts

Fun Facts!

As of 2006, 200 million blogs were left without updates.
After I read the fact above, I decide to update my blog :P

Every day is about 55 billionths of a second longer than the day before it.
I am surprise to know that! Because I feeling day getting pass faster as I grow older.

Every year the sun loses 360 million tons.
That does not explain why it is still so hot!

If you attempted to count to stars in a galaxy at a rate of one every second it would take around 3,000 years to count them all.
Cool! Which means I still got many stars to count on...

The average person can live 11 days without water.
So don't tell me you going to thirst to death, but anyway I will still buy drink for you.

It is estimated that at any one time, 0.7% of the world's population are drunk.
That mean quite a lot of people get drunk with me sia...so happy!

The number of cars on the planet is increasing three times faster than the population growth.
Hmm...then in the end who will drive the extra two cars? Waste metal sia...

No piece of normal-size paper can be folded in half more than 7 times.

If a native Hawaiian woman places the flower on her right ear, she is available. (The bigger the flower, the more desperate)

Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning.

Fathers tend to determine the height of their child, mothers their weight.

Plant seeds that have been stored for more than 200 years can be coaxed into new life.

The egg came first.

Walt Disney was afraid of mice.

The cigarette lighter was invented before the match.

Every drop of seawater contains approximately 1 billion gold atoms.

The total combined weight of the worlds ant population is heavier than the weight of the human population.

Just about 3 people are born every second, and about 1.3333 people die every second. The result is about a 2 and 2/3 net increase of people every second. Almost 10 people more live on this Earth now, than before you finished reading this.

The number of people alive on earth right now is higher than the number of all the people that have died. Ever.

Honey is the only food that does not spoil. Honey found in the tombs of Egyptian pharaohs has been tasted by archaeologists and found edible.

The plastic things on the end of shoelaces are called aglets.

There are 333 toilet paper squares on a toilet paper roll.

The ampersand (&) was once a letter of the English alphabet.

The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time television was Fred and Wilma Flintstone.

Men can read smaller print than women; women can hear better.

Each king in a deck of playing cards represents a great king from history. Spades--King David, Clubs--Alexander the Great, Hearts--Charlemagne and Diamonds--Julius Caesar.

Mosquito repellents don't repel. They hide you. The spray blocks the mosquito's sensors so they don't know your there.

The average person will spend two weeks over their lifetime waiting for the traffic light to change.

Our Army, the Decisive Force

Being decisive is a state of mind.

Our world rates wealth over courage and comfort over commitment.
We think that nothing will ever disturb our lives.
We are surprised when people get sick and die.
We think that technology can fix everything.
We take our safety for granted.
We have more degrees but less sense.
We have more medicine but less wellness.
We've added years to life, not life to years.
We build everything bigger, but not necessarily better.
We have more convenience but less time.
We have more communication but less understanding.
We make heroes out of actors but have no idea who the real heroes are.

When a nation's peace and security collapses, the economy will slip into decline, the social structures begin to break down and hardship, and even poverty, follows close behind.

Soon...my new uniform...
By the way, the below picture is not me!
Yeah! Tomorrow I am CPL JJ LIN loh.

Happy Shopping

哈哈...谁说钱买不到幸福啊?

哈哈...首先有一天,我在兵营喝茶水时,看见有人宣传M1新的计划.
我看我的M1计划早就结束合约了...就签了这个新的计划SunSaver(NS).

NS 版的 SunSaver, 有 Free Caller ID 和 Free Auto Roaming (2 years). 哈哈...而且是二十一块多一个月!

外加一个免费电话! E51! 价值四百二十块钱!

哈哈, 我也把2G SIM卡换成3G SIM卡(也是免费!) 现在我有两个SIM卡了,可以放更多人的号码直到一千! 我也放了很多游戏在我新电话里面! 现在比我的PSP还好玩. 而且有人看到我用的电话还说...
"有身份的人, 就连用的电话都跟普通的NSF不同"...哈哈...真好笑.

今天, 我就在 Suntec City 的 Comex 2008, 买了 SanDisk Cruzer Micro 8GB, 我只花了三十八块, 它原本是四十五块. 哈哈...我真是天才.









后来, 我到了Raffles City,再买了一双New Balance(哈哈,新平衡?)的鞋子. 一百五十五块,
是一双很有中日文化的鞋子, 我很喜欢它的风格.




买了这样多东西, 很开心, 但是其实"钱"真的还是买不到幸福地. 因为对我而言能教书才是一种幸福, 因为从中可以得到很多欢笑和成就感...可是呢...我英文不及格不能教...

MOE真是"英明"啊...我只是想教数学和华文或者电脑, 为什么要英文及格啊!? 现在我对未来更不知所错了.

COB, Chief of Beggar.

九指神丐洪七公说:

武功废了, 最多是个废人.
要是人格废了, 那连猪狗都不如了.
划不来, 划不来.

宁人负我,我不负人.
宁做废人,勿做贱狗.

I like to drink.

在此欢迎所有的朋友, 想喝闷酒或是喝开心酒, 甚至喜酒.
大家都能找我.

哈哈, 今朝有酒,今朝醉. 干了...




哈哈...酒不醉人...人自醉...喝啊...多喝几杯啊.

Smartest Guy

我是天下第一聪明.
因为当一个人笨到一种境界的时候,
他就是聪明的咯.

My 21st Birthday

今天是我的生日. 六月二十九.

Friday (270608)

My astronomy friend help me to celebrate, got a cake also, got beng guang, yong sheng, daphne, lwj, yijie, rachel, meng yang, loke jj, wee kiat, magerent, xue hui, chanwen, and few more for me to remember.


Reach home saw the gift from my sister, HUGO BOSS perfume. very happy.









Saturday (280608)

Eating at 文宴楼 , with my mother and father (thank them for my life) , da jie and daniel (thank them for all the help during my difficult times), han guang (thank him for the birthday cake), er jie (thank her for paying the lunch), chai hui, shi hui, meizhen, lwj and me.



total 11 people.

Watch "Get Smart"

Go eat and drink.

Go drink.

Recieve "wishes" at 0000.

I enjoy the time with them a lot.





Meizhen present make me damn happy.















Sunday (290608)

This is my actual birthday, I decide to go out with her loh...and only her...somehow she is quite important to me, but i not sure how important am i to her...have a nice dinner with her, have a good chat til the shop close...sent her home as i always wanted and she give me a surprise present...only regret is I didn't take a neoprint with her...hope to go out with her next time, hope she will be closer toward me and nicer to me. or maybe i shall leave her alone?















Monday (300608)

Go out with another her, cause promise to go out with her, and quite long time never go out with her liao. Have dinner and went to arcade with her, show her my strength by using a hammer hitting the machine, result is 26/30 and haha next time i see the machine, it is spoiled already. she give me a box of chocolates, haha very nice package and it tastes very nice too. didn't sent her home cos she don't want...and lucky she don't want..haha..btw i eat finish all the chocolates liao.















Tuesday (010708)

Go to clubhouse and meet up beng guang, li jan and lwj. haha very happy to see them, especially li jan cos long time no see her liao. went to The Central to eat dinner, then after eating i open my birthday present, haha got three item sia...glow in the dark Dragon, King Belt, Emperor Chinese Chess...all like suit my style...quite surprise to know they give me these present...like them too.
then we go walk walk and see see, saw ppl play those look like kite but fly like plane and got LED on it. quite nice and look fun to play. then see ppl play The G-MAX reverse bungee. haha they got record down the whole process while they play the reverse bungee. after that we went home.







































Wednesday (020708)

Go to botak john and eat with my camp friends, got elton,ryan,darren, weisheng, alvin, thiru, tuckming, kee siang, keith, sunny, christoper, john. haha at first wanted to treat them all, but somehow they pay themselves, and elton treat me my dinner and alvin treat me drink haha thank a lot!

Thursday (030708)

I receive a HEAVEN chocolate from ervin....the chocolate tastes nice and i think he is a very nice person also...haha. thank you. Actually plan at night meet my poly buddy, din and derek...but that din is uncontactable.

Friday (040708)

I took my birthday off, cause i think it is good to use it on Friday then i will have long weekend, go out with another her, lucky she want to go out with me instead going home to sleep, if not i have to go shopping for my friends present alone. somehow that day i speak not much, don't know why also, but hopefully she don't feel to sian going out with me. I go pray guang yin ma, then get tailman for lwj, then i go buy magic doll cos when i first look at the performance i can't figure how the guy do it. then i go buy the "clip clip"....someone tell me what is that...but i still prefer to call it "clip clip". then i go look for idea so i can make my friends present...got idea liao...but haven't buy the material yet.

Saturday (050708)

Go out with another her, eat some snack before watch the movie 21 and have dinner at the parkway parade...haha called what ben zhen wanton noodles. haha tot after sent her home i can go meet derek and countdown for his 21st birthday...again din is busy...but can't blame him also (ya right dun blame him blame me meh)

Sunday (060708)

Go out with lwj and Rachel, play at arcade then eat lunch then watch movie Hancock then eat dinner at wang kok cha can ding. then go nearby Rachel house and drink alcohol then sent her home . then take taxi with lwj home, thank you lwj for paying my dinner,movie and taxi fares. haha cos that day i only got ten dollar with me.

Saturday (120708)

Receive a nice high class and personalize pen from my sister boyfriend, han guang, i like the pen a lot... thank you!


























Note: The reason i put so many unknown her is because I never know who will view my blog, maybe in future their bf found out my blog then wanna kill me just because i go out with them solo. 小心谨慎的好.

One Year Soldier

时间过的真快,我已经当兵一年了.
今天是六月十五日,再过三百六十四天,
我就当完兵了.

最近我在玩一个游戏叫"Run Soldier Run",
觉得这个游戏很像在教我如何在当兵的时候生存.

一开始,会有你和多两个朋友,
你们可以一起共进退,或者分头行事.
只有两样东西会攻击你.
一是火箭,二是炸弹.
他们都好像当兵时的麻烦.
火箭是直接冲着你来的麻烦.
炸弹是从上面转下来的麻烦.

在最好的情况下,就是大家都避开了麻烦.
真是逼不得已的话,就只好牺牲你的朋友了.
只要你还活着,你就会有新的朋友.

在当兵时会中的惩罚只有几个.
警告,Knock It Down,被骂,洗厕所,签三到七只Extra,进Detention Barrack.

可是在这个游戏,只要你中火箭或炸弹,你就 Game Over.














所以当兵就好像当忍者一样.
隐藏自己和实力,
多看少说话.
要小心包刀仔,
要会抵抗暗箭和背刺,
有空要练太极拳,可以的话就学乾坤大挪移.

Horoscopes Story

Aries March 21 - April 19

Before Aries was a fleece, it was a ram that played an important role in the lives of two children. It begins as the usual evil stepmother story. One of Jason's uncles, Athamas, king of the Minyons, married Nephele, goddess of the clouds. He had two children by her, Phrixus and Helle. Athamas then fell in love with Ino, later to become the goddess of sea foam. She hated Nephele's children and urged Athamas to sacrifice Phrixus to the gods to end a famine. Nephele appeared in a vision to Phrixus the night before the sacrifice, bearing a ram with a golden fleece. Phrixus and Helle escaped on the Ram's back. Helle fell off and drowned as the ram crossed the sea. That particular location is sometimes still called the Hellespont (more often the Dardanelles, after Dardanus, one of the founders of Troy). Phrixus continued to the eastern end of the Black Sea (called the Euxine in ancient times), settled in Colchis (current western Georgia), sacrificed the ram and placed the ram's fleece under the care of a never sleeping dragon.

Taurus April 20 - May 20

The Greek deity Zeus lusted after the beautiful maiden Europa, the daughter of Telephassa and Agenor (the king of Phoenicia). One morning, she and other maidens went to pick flowers in the meadow by the sea. Zeus wanted her so badly, he disguised himself as a beautiful, innocent looking white bull, and roamed the meadow where the women lingered. Europa soon noticed Bull's presence and approached him. She admired his beauty and gentleness, and on a whim mounted him. Zeus, the Bull, leaped up and carried her over 600 miles across the water to the Island of Crete in the Mediterranean Sea. There she became the mother of King Minos of Crete, King Rhadamanthus of the Cyclades Islands, and Prince Sarpedon of Lycia.

Gemini May 21 - June 21

Zeus loved countless women, and loved to disguise himself as different creatures to get close to the woman he wanted. This time he fell in love with Leda, the wife of King Tyndareus. He ravished Leda disguised as a swan. Some months later, she laid two eggs, one hatching Castor and Clytemnestra, the other hatching Pollux and Helen. Castor and Clytemnestra were mortals fathered by Tyndareus, but Pollux and Helen were immortal, because Zeus was their father.

The two brothers Castor and Pollux were raised together, and they identical; no-one could tell them apart. Fond of adventure, they joined Jason's expedition aboard the Argo to the Black Sea in search of the Golden Fleece. The ship had to stop at the entrance to the King Amycus' realm. Amycus, a brutal man, never let visitors pass through his land without challenging them to a boxing match. He allowed no-one to decline, and nobody survived. The brothers were known for their athletic ability, so Pollux was the first Argonaut to step forward. As soon as the chance presented, he drove his fist into Amycus' temple, crushing the skull and killing the King.

The story of Castor and Pollux ends sadly. Their final adventure took them to Arcadia with two cousins (ex-Argonauts) to raid cattle. When the spoils were divided, the cousins tricked the brothers, and took everything for themselves. Castor and Pollux gave chase. The brothers took a shortcut and waited for them. Unfortunately, a cousin discovered Castor first shot him. Pollux avenged his brother. The other cousin, however, struck Pollux with a rock, knocking him unconscious. He ran in to finish him off.

Luckily, Zeus watched the ordeal and killed the cousin with a thunderbolt. When Pollux regained consciousness, he realized that he no longer have Castor with him. He wished to join his brother, so he begged Zeus to remove his immortality. Zeus granted his wish and placed the twins in the sky to remind us of brotherly love.

Cancer June 22 - July 22

The oracle at Delphi assigned Heracles (often called Hercules) a series of labors to expiate the sin of murdering his family. The second labor involved going to Lerna to kill the hideous Hydra (now a constellation of that name). Heracles brought his nephew Iolaus (son of his twin brother Iphicles) on this trip as his assistant. This creature of nine heads lived in a swamp. Its mere breath could kill a person. Heracles shot a fire-arrow into the Hydra's den to lure the monster out while Iolaus set the nearby shrubs on fire to confuse the creature. Actually killing the Hydra was easier said than done, since one of the heads was immortal, and the others almost as bad. When Heracles chopped off one, two new heads grew up to replace them.

To aid Hydra, Hera, Heracles' nemesis, sent a crab (Cancer) to distract him, but as soon as the crab came out of the swamp, Heracles crushed it (this is the reason the constellation of Cancer has a crooked shape). Eventually Heracles succeed in killing the Hydra, and the crab got a rather dull group of stars for its efforts.

Leo July 23 - August 22

After killing his family in an insane rage, Herakles (also known as Hercules) received orders from the oracle at Delphi to perform 12 labors to purge his sin. These were assigned by Eurystheus, king of Mycenae.

The first involved killing the monstrous, man-eating lion of Nemaea (Leo, the Lion). He tried to kill it with his special arrows and his club, but both weapons broke into pieces as if they were made of clay. After using the weapons in vain, he strangled the lion with his bare hands, succeeding his first task.

Virgo August 23 - September 22

We often identify Virgo with Persephone. She was the daughter of Zeus' sister Demeter (goddess of agriculture and guardian of marriage) and Zeus (making Zeus Persephone's uncle and father). One spring day, Persephone picked flowers and Hades (Zeus' brother, Persephone's uncle, and god of the underworld) espied her from his chariot. Entranced by her beauty, he wished to marry her. He sweet-talked her into his chariot. She hesitated, but when she finally got on, Hades swept her away to his kingdom before she could do anything about it.

When Demeter discovered her precious daughter missing, she began a frantic search. She sought her without ceasing, not eating or sleeping. At last she learned Hades had taken her daughter; she went to persuade Hades to give her daughter back, but he would not listen to her. In her grief, she failed in her duties as goddess of agriculture. That year was the most dreadful and cruel ever experienced by humanity. No seed sprang up from the ground. People died of starvation and Demeter herself looked feeble. After watching the famine's progression, Zeus took matters into his own hand. He spoke gently to Demeter, trying to persuade her to do her job. But she would not listen, and replied she would never let anything grow on the earth until she saw her child, Persephone.

Zeus realized his brother Hades must yield. He eventually did, and Zeus told Demeter that her daughter could come home, provided she had not eaten anything while in the underworld. He sent Hermes (the messenger) to the underworld to fetch Persephone. Hades, downcast, knew he must obey the word of Zeus. Persephone was elated to hear the news that she could finally return to her mother. Before her departure with Hermes, Hades told her not to forget him, and to think kindly of him. He tricked her to eat a few pomegranate seeds, knowing in his heart that if she did so she must return to him.

Demeter and Persephone had a happy reunion, they had a lot to talk about. Demeter grieved when she learned about the pomegranate seeds. Zeus sent his mother Rhea to speak to Demeter. Rhea explained that Persephone could remain with her 8 months out of a year, but the rest of the year, she has to go back down to the underworld to be with Hades. Demeter understood and apologized for the desolation she had brought about. She made the fields rich and productive again, but during the four months that Persephone is in the underworld, she still grieves for her daughter, letting winter rule the world.

Libra September 23 - October 23

The Greeks saw Libra, perhaps the most recent constellation of the Zodiac, as the claws of the scorpion. The change from claws, while initiated by the Romans perhaps as early as the first century B.C., did not gain final acceptance as the balance scales until the Middle Ages.

Scorpio October 24 - November 21

In Greek mythology, the story of Scorpius involves Orion, the hunter. Orion boasted that he was the greatest hunter in the universe. When Zeus' wife, Hera, heard what he was saying, she became infuriated and sent a poisonous scorpion to kill him. Orion fought with this creature for days and nights without any success. When weary Orion was not looking, the creature sneaked in and stung him to death. Zeus took pity on Orion and placed him in the heavens where he appears as a giant, with a girdle, sword, lion's skin, and club. Hera placed the scorpion in the heavens at the opposite end of the sky, so even now, Orion tries to avoid the creature by hiding until it is completely under the horizon. On the other hand Scorpius rises in the east when a few stars of Orion still linger above the western horizon.

Sagittarius November 22 - December 21

Images of Sagittarius typically show a centaur firing a bow and arrow, hardly the image of a wise healer. Chiron earned fame for his skills in hunting, music, prophecy, botany, astronomy and medicine.

Capricorn December 22 - January 19

The Greek god Pan was having a drunken feast with some of his friends, when Typhon crashed the party. Everyone fled, transforming themselved into some kind of animal. Pan panicked. As he fled to the water he lacked the presence of mind to make a consistent transformation. He jumped into the river; the part submerged became a fish's tail; the part above became a goat. Zeus thought this so funny, he placed the shape into the sky.

Aquarius January 20 - February 18

Known as the water bearer, or cup bearer, this constellation of the zodiac frequently gets depicted as a god (often Zeus) pouring the waters of life into a wet region of the sky. In ancient times (and to a certain extent today) when the sun passes through Aquarius, it was the rainy season.

Pisces February 19 - March 20

One beautiful afternoon, Aphrodite, Goddess of Love, and her son Eros were having a picnic by the Euphrates River (the Euphrates Rises in Turkey, crosses Syria, and enters Iraq where, in the south, it unites with the Tigris to form the Shatt al-Arab. It is 1,700 miles long).

Suddenly, the hideous monster Typhon appeared out of nowhere. Typhon was the youngest son of Gaea (the Mother Earth). He possessed a hundred fire throwing heads and his body writhed with poisonous snakes. Tall enough to touch the heavens, his horrifying shrieks drove even gods insane. Immediately, Aphrodite and Eros leaped into the river transforming themselves into fish to swim faster.

Promotion Day !

今天是三月一号，
进兵是去年，六月十五号。
当了八个半月兵。

从小小的 “REC” 变成 “PTE”。
今天终于变成 “LCP”！

明天去买 Patapon 来恭喜自己！

Saturday is Play Day !

哈哈，又是星期六了！
可是又没人约我出去。
只好在家里玩游戏。
在这里介绍大家 Gunz ！
这是一个暴力的游戏，适合像我这样有男子汉玩的。

今天，我靠我的智慧和敏捷，成功成为“百人斩”！
我的主角“皇帝林俊杰”，干掉100人后，自己才被斩77次，真是太厉害了。第二名才斩13个人，哈哈。我真是用剑如神啊！

下来是我刚买的游戏“Legend of Zelda”，花了我75块钱！


一直以来，我觉得Zelda是男主角的名。后来玩了游戏后，才知道Zelda是个公主，美丽可是没脑的公主。男主角的名是Link，那头狼也是男主角。

这是一个冒险的游戏，适合像我这样的冒险家玩的。哈哈，而且我是用Wii玩的，欢迎大家来我家玩Wii！


哈哈，每天在家玩游戏，迟早变宅男。所以请大家多多叫我出去！

Happy Chinese New Year 2008

祝大家新年快乐！

时间过的很快啊！
我最喜欢的节日到了！
渡过慢长又痛苦时光，渡过圣诞节和新年。
很快，今天的初二也会成为历史了！

在初夕，吃了团圆饭，哈哈， 还是守岁不成。
在初一，看了亲戚，拿了红包，赌了钱，输了钱。
今天初二，在家睡了一整天！
这三天，日子过的挺精彩的。

在这，祝大家身体健康！恭喜发财！
万事如意！年年有余！步步高升！

希望明年的新年快点到！

Peaceful Life

最近我过着很平淡无奇的日子。
有点像老人家的生活。

晚上九点就会睡觉。
早上六点就会起身。
早上九点就去吃早餐。
下午十二点就吃午餐。
旁晚五点就等下班。

有空就找朋友，
下下棋，聊聊天。

没事就想为何我还是单身。
不够帅？不够聪明？
没钱？没品味？
想多了，烦了，
就告诉自己单身的好处。
很自由啦（其实是没人管）
有私人空间啊 （可是很无聊）

闷日子过多了
让我觉得起来和睡觉没什么分别。
做梦有时还更精彩。

面临那么闷的人生，
我要发奋图强，
努力想办法让生活比较精彩。
找朋友玩啊，看电影啦。

天啊，请让我活的精彩又开心啊。

Start of my Army Life

今天我要当兵了

我很开心。
我发现我有
一个开心的家庭，
一群好朋友，
一群好兄弟，
一群好姐妹。

很多人关心我，喜欢我。
我很感动。

我收到饼干啊，外套啊，
还有很多祝福的短讯。

喝了连续三天的酒。
很开心，很好玩。

吃了两天的鸡饭。
一天的主炒。
很饱， 很幸福。

我很感激大家。
万分感谢。

希望大家和我一样开心幸福！

哈哈，我会用心当兵，保家卫国。

尽忠报国

Wooden Block

歌名：木头人

我是个木头人
不哭的木头人
也不懂如何让你爱
的木~木~ 木头人。

可是你不要对我发脾气。
不然我会忍到发霉去。

我愿意吸走你的任何霉气。
让我发霉， 让你美丽。

我愿意拿我害怕下雨天的双手，
抹干你的伤心欲绝的眼泪。

我知道我没比，不到翁可爱。
可是我比他更懂你的可爱。

我死都站在你的身边，
让你靠，让你打，让你骂。

直到你练成美女拳法，
连宇宙都败在你脚下。
卍解到直到你都累了~~
还会想到在我身边。

我是个木头人
不哭的木头人

因为我不英俊，
因为我不杰出，
我只剩下我的双木（目）。

木~木~ 木头人。
能埃打又能带给大家欢笑的
木~木~ 木头人。

爱看你发笑，
爱坐着发呆，
和你看星星直到老
的木头人。

可是我害怕你的一时热情。
让我奋不顾身，
也让我自毁一生。

最后我还是愿意以火炭的坚定。
温暖你的一生。

你不像我这个木头人因为
你没信心但你有的是爱心！

是你的爱！
让我觉得，
我比埃及的，
木~木~ 木纳伊~
活的更有意义！

我是个木头人
不哭的木头人
也不懂如何让你爱
的木~木~ 木头人。

对，我不是一个人。
（我也不想一个人）



作曲：林俊杰
作词：林俊杰
画家：林俊杰
木头人：林俊杰

Special thank to my stressful life, without it I never write this song within an hour.

Inspired by all my close female friend, who including...erm...scully they got boyfriend(s) then don't know which unlucky day they go and read my blog too. Be safe than be sorry.


To ShiHui: Thank sia... You bring more meaning to the song sia.


Hope you all enjoy! Hmm...too bad my recorder spoil if not can hear me sing...haha..
better not...我的pitching有问题. Hope to get some comment from all reader. So that I know whether I can come out an album next month or not. For the "JJ" Fan please do not mistake me as the JJ the singer. I am LJJ the slacker.

Next Generation

不爱钱的我走上爱钱的商路，
为了让我的下一代不爱钱。

慷慨的我变得节俭，
为了让我的下一代能慷慨。

自由快乐的我变的忧愁，
为了让我的下一代比我更快乐。

问题来了。

我会有下一代吗？
我的下一代会和我一样吗？
下一代的他妈又是谁呢?

这一代是我.
上一代是我聪明的老爸.
上上一代是我更聪明又健壮的阿公.
上上上一代是我白手起家的祖先 (当时卖火炭最久的老板).

我超级感激他们, 我姓林. 感激我妈, 我名俊杰.
感谢我自己不会唱歌但会下棋.

When will Miracle arrived?

奇迹的降临

有时我在巴士看着老人家, 拿着一叠 “希望纸”,

重复地翻看那叠的”希望纸”, 希望着今晚能中头奖的眼神.

我感到很忧愁, 为了能的到很多金钱,

他们还是把他的血汗钱 “投资” 在这些“希望纸”.

值得吗? 一次又一次的希望变成失望,

苦苦的拿金钱和时间来等待奇迹的来临,

财神爷真的会看到这些可怜的老人家吗?

还是投资“希望纸”, 已经成为他们的习惯.

还是失望了那么多次, 放弃了, 不是很可惜吗?

得到真爱比中头奖更难, 我放进了我的时间,金钱,心思.

最后难到还是一无所得吗? 孤独一生吗?

他们等的是财神爷, 我等的是恋爱天使.

哈哈, 原来我在可怜老人的同时, 我也在同情自己.

Life Journey

人生路途

每天我都搭巴士去做工.
有一天我就想到, 人生好像搭巴士啊.
找到了人生目标了,就朝着目标去了.
一各个的巴士站,就好像人生的不同阶段.
经过了,幼稚院,小学,中学,理功学院, 各种人生学习和体验.
一开始,可能是自己一个人搭车的,后来有些人上车了.
在人群中, 有喜欢的, 有讨厌的.
一开始时, 看到讨厌的, 我就摆个臭脸给他,
如果我还是不开心,就想办法欺负他.
手段很明显,很阳谋, 很直接的攻击.
看到喜欢的, 就找他做朋友.
后来, 巴士站到了, 很多人下车.
一开始时, 看到讨厌的人下车, 很开心.
后来, 看到连喜欢的人也下车, 难过的心情就来了.
看到那么多人下车, 我也很想下, 可是父母说我还没到终点.
后来,我想想看也没认识他们很旧, 而且大家都说会保持联络了.
大家都说好会联络的…

我很孤独的朝向下个车站.
后来, 又有新的一群人上车了.
这群人跟我好不同啊, 个性啊, 外表啊, 背景啊.
当然还是可以从中找到朋友.
可是想要交朋友的热忱没有比之前来的强烈.
可能是不想像之前的伤心, 放进的感情越多, 会越伤心难过.
至于那些讨厌的家伙, 我还是有欺负,
只是有些实力较强的, 就没开战, 以免两败俱伤.
现在想想觉的有点惋惜, 要欺负就该欺负所有讨厌的.

后来, 天下还是没有不散的宴席.
大部分的敌人啊, 朋友啊, 都下车了,
有些朋友还问我 “你到地要到那里啊?”
我想要问我父母, 哈哈, 可笑的是他们也没给我设下什么目标.
只叫我不要学坏就好…心想我早就很坏了, 只是还没害死人而已.
后来, 我渐渐发觉人生是我的, 我应该开始决定我的人生目标.
相同的大家都说好会联络的…后来才知道大家都在等大家先开始联络.
大多数的人是被动, 小部分的人是主动的.
我是大多数的人. 有时候因为有需要才想要联络.
可是要联络的同时, 还怕朋友会觉得我, “无事不登三宝殿”
在心理和面子上的问题, 也就没联络了.

后来我就朝向下个车站,
在坐车时, 有些老朋友上车了, 聊了一阵子, 他们又下车了.
坐车同时, 又看到了一些新的讨厌鬼, 很想欺负他们,
但是心想,他们迟早都会走的, 何必费力, 伤了和气,
可能还是有合作(利用)他们的时候. 毕竟我还是应该给这些鬼做好人机会.
现在想想我应该直接帮他们,让他们早日投胎, 好节省世界资源.

我很珍惜那些还在跟我一起搭车的老朋友…他们可能已经是知己是兄弟.
可能是一群比我更了解我自己的人.
每当到了不同的车站,我见到了很多人下车, 心想 “我该跟他们一起下车吗?”

更多的问题来了, 巴士车长是谁啊?
命运吗?
父母吗?
还是我?

哈哈, 最残的可能性是我们一开始就搭错车了…

我也不管那么多了, 我眼前已经有很多路的选择.
我已经比很多人幸福了.
自私的我还是想先朝着我的梦想冲,
然后在帮助身边的人,可以的话我希望两件事能同时做.
可惜我的梦想已经被残酷的现实, 各种的压力和漂流的时间给模糊了.

人如果没有目标是好像在大海上失去了方向,
非常的彷徨, 非常的无奈, 非常的没有意义, 非常的不知所措.
等到老了,会开始麻木, 开始任命, 开始失去自在的快乐.

4D

I buy three times 4D le, never win before, pro sia.

First time, I buy 4D with yvonne because we eat lunch together, then got bird shit fall on her, we note down the time and date, believe that is a sign of luck and fortune. Then I very confident that we will win, because I first time buy ma, so got beginner luck. So confident that I ask other want to buy or not, heng, they didn't. If not, I might not be here writing down all these.

Second time, I buy with ching sen because we first day working at Nokia, I felt that I am lucky so buy the number of our first day at work. In the end, no win also sia...

Third time, I buy 4D with the accompany of LWJ, he no buy but he taught me how to shade the boxes...haha...kind of funny sia. Two newbie gambler struggling with the 4D paper...I still remember when I was young, my mother buy 4D, I will go take those 4D paper, cause I felt that they are like good quality paper sia...then long long de...like hell notes sia...then can fold into aeroplane paper...how fun sia...and is free! Maybe not lah...cos my mother somehow pay for it le ma...lol...better don't let her see this...okay lah now i like also pay for it also.

Before I buy the 4D, I do prediction for my day. Then the result is I am very good lucky, I will be rich. So I thought...ohh...heaven give me sign again...so I go buy 4D. Then I also very confident I will win...end up leh...still no win...do charity again.

赌徒都相信奇迹,
但财神爷会到那里呢?
我也相信希望,
但梦想会成真吗?
做梦可能和赌钱是一样的.
你靠的只有是信念,
你可以一直做梦下去直到梦想成真,
你可以一直赌钱下去直到赢钱.
你的信念要无比坚强, 不怕失败.
终于你赢钱了,梦想成真了,
可是你也可能已经失去了很多金钱和时光.
一切值得吗? 我也不知道.
到最后, 会得到快乐, 靠信念和运气的快乐.
这种快乐对我而言是很好笑的, 所以我会开心很久,
因为好像是你没比人努力但你赢了, 喜从天降的感觉.
可是我可以靠这种快乐多久? 可能这种快乐也是种机会.
所以我觉得人要掌握机会, 加上努力才得到真正的成功后的快乐.
这种成功快乐靠是才能,机智,努力和信念.

Loss of Memory

An Error havs occur, Press any key to start debugging.
Error: Memory Leak!

Above is a common yet danger error when you do programming

It happens in my life, often too, I often forgot many things in life,
some is very important , some is detail information.
I also treat blogging as a tool to help me to recall and see my old entry to refresh my old memories.

Bad memory is a gift or a curse? I started to feel it is more like a curse than gift.
I wish to find a solution to it, but the more I want to remember down something, faster my memory will leak out...maybe during the process to solve my memory leak error, time has passed, error might be solved but will it comes with other side effect?
One error solved, another error pop out.

忘掉不愉快的过去是吉.
不能守住我快乐的记忆是凶极.

回忆对我很重要,
比任何的物质上的东西重要万倍.
我越想留住它们, 它们似乎流走的更快.
快的让我深深感觉害怕, 无助.
如果天是公平的话,
那么我好的坏的记忆,我都要.
有什么比忘记自己来的更恐怖呢?

Journey with Friends

长长的读书生涯好像要结束了.
开始回想, 怀念, 和珍惜现在在学校的时间.

在这漫长的上学时期,
我能如常开心都是因为朋友和家庭的资助.
两年的幼稚园.
六年的小学.
四年的中学.
三年的理工学园.
十九年的玩乐和学习.

在幼稚园, 认识了我第一位男女朋友.
在小学, 认识一大群男友, 少许女友, 也自立门派.
在中学, 结交了兄弟, 谈了恋爱. 认识很多新朋友
在电脑系, 认识了 Derek, Din, Hamka. 三位很值得交的好朋友.
在星象学, 结交了一群兄弟和很好的女性朋友, 又喜欢上了人.
在台拳道, 认识了一些高手.

在网上, 认识了Joleen. 她是网上的小天使, 我一时期的精神支柱, 开心果.
还有一些肯和我网上闲聊的内外好友, 和一些可爱的干妹妹,
和 Charmaine 从华文游戏认识的好友, Alina 一位很特别的人.

在工作, 也认识了很多好人但都没联络了.

我朋友应该有近百, 但是有时后, 痛苦还是要自己过.
如果没有朋友, 我看根本过不下去.
在此, 万分感谢大家的照顾.
如果有需要的, 我能帮到, 一定要告诉我.
我以助人为乐.

Book Addict

近来, 我每天读书.
可以说有空, 我就会读书.
读书时, 我会变的平静起来.
脑里就不想东又想西.
我可说是"行万里路,又读万卷书".
哈哈...是很夸张啦.
可是我现在有做工.
所以会花挺多时间在坐车.
坐车时, 又没人和我讲话, 便发现读书才能打发时间.
后来想想, 我好象每次做工就会开始读书.

但书读多了, 也会有后遗症.
因为我喜欢读"自我提升" 和 "古老名著" 的书.
造成有时和朋友聊天,我就会提到我读的东西.
后来, 好像我在那里自己说的东西, 只有自己知道.
书读多了, 自己也会有改变, 变的:
想太多 -> 少说话
道德提升 -> 讲骗话一定会被发现因为会内疚
古老观念提升 -> 开始和朋友有代沟
对人生比较认真 -> 不能随时随地讲笑话和废话.

哈哈...我有点败类, 自己老了,怪起书来.
现在对我而言, 读书是种麻醉.
一种比较明智的逃避现实的方法.

New Living Environment

30/06/2012

在六月三十号二零一二年, 我将可以住在我的新建的家.
我新家将会有四十层高, 好像会有很多新的东西.

很巧的事,到那天时,我就会是二十五岁大.
不知道我的目标会达到吗?

六年后的我,会是一个怎样的我?

Umbrella

有关雨伞的故事.

不久之前,我和一群朋友到了马来西亚.
因为我的朋友曾经有在那里被打抢过.

我就想了一晚,觉得雨伞是最好的武器.
它身长一米,可说是远距离攻击型武器,
打开它后,它就成为保护我和朋友的盾.
拿住它时别人还以为它没有任何的杀伤力.
它可叫人防不胜防.

后来,我就带着它前往我的购物的道路上.
最后一路顺风,完全没有为民除害的机会.
回到家乡时,我以为没有日行一善的机会.

突然,我在下地铁时,我听到了有人喊救命.
我和一位男子赶上前帮忙,
然后,不知为何那男子放弃了他行善的机会.
后来,我就扶助那位双眼模糊的男子走路.

在帮他的当而,不知道什么会出现被他打抢的影像.
可能是因为曾经被得寸进尺的路人骗过钱两次吧,
造成我有防人之心不可无的心态吧.

后来我就想到,世上的坏人那有那么多,
决定别想那些夸张电视剧情,专心行我的善地好.

然后,我就想如果我是个瞎子,我会想走什么路.
后来就觉得地铁站的设计挺好,至少不用走梯级.

帮他时和他聊天,知道为什么没有家人帮他(足球害的)
知道他的求生方法(买饼干和纸,平均一天$50)
后来我就觉得人啊,只要吃的起苦,铁定有饭吃.

到了车站陪他等车,发现他还在想十月一号是星期几.
他慢慢地从今天算起.我看到了很佩服,我突然觉得我还是很依赖科技.
平时电话号码啊星期几啊,就会用手机查.
后来我还是用手机查了跟他说十月一号是星期几.

过了不久,天下了小雨, (有如冰针般刺进我的手背里, 开玩笑的)
又看见那老人家求神地说"老天爷啊,不要下雨啊,不然我就惨了!"
后来我想了想,就把我的上方宝剑(母亲持给我的家里唯一把雨伞)给了他.
后来他很感谢我,但是他又说如果有雨衣会更好,突然我想起了那些得寸进尺的路人.
但是想到他真是须要帮忙,我就看那里有卖,但店都关了.有点无能为力的感觉.

车来了,帮了他上车就走. 跑回家时在想"我帮他帮到底了吗?"
后来看到车走了,就发现太迟了.
又在想"我的武器变回了帮人的工具了."

最后还是好人没好报,上方宝剑给了人,当然还是被我妈骂.
其实还是有好报只是时辰未到,我有新的上方宝剑.真高兴!

Impact

Finally, My Mobile Hard Disk crashes.

What is it?

Hard Disk contain 60 GB of Information.

What Information?

Books from Robin Tan, Three year of education Records, Tons of Great Games, Great Movies.

What can I say?

Technology is untrustworthy, My handphone disappointed me before, so did my laptop and now my harddisk. I have treated them with some care. But in the end they still spoiled. My fault or their? Maybe I should have more backup plans, too bad I am poor, if not I buy a computer just to keep my stuff.

Lesson learn: Even non living things can't be trusted. I shall trust living thing more, at least they are more predictable.

Being a Teacher for a Day!

一日为师

今天做了老师,
虽然不是第一次,
但是这次我是英文老师啊!
我英文烂到不及格两次,
要我教英文? 真是有点找死.
我给了自己四个字: “误人子弟”

我刚到时, 我尽量快速了解环境 (人.事.物).
后来, 一位女老师给了我个称号: “俊杰哥哥”
哈哈真好笑. 后来, 有位学生拿了课本问我.
我看了看, 看到了英文字, 心想: “靠! 几百年没动了.”
还是Grammer, 死穴! 平下了心, 想了想, 还好, 很容易.
做了些动作, 让学生更容易了解. 没想到, 太招摇了.
四五个学生, 连续抢着问. 他们让我想起了 “买床单的阿姨”
有如千军万马. 终于, 我自食其果了. 我答错了, 而且不只一题.
后来得到了学生的怨言, 学生的冷眼. 失去了他们的信心后.
哈哈. 我变的很空(不忙)很空(好象是透明)也很空(饿了).
哈哈…孤独的日子很快就过去了.
向他说”对不起”后 , 教导他们不要依赖他人,
要靠自己. 哈哈. 用了我超凡口才, 又得到他们的爱戴.
玩了两个游戏, 我累了. 难道我老了? 错, 不可能的.
我是林俊杰啊. 应该是饿的关系吧,
哈哈. 因为我是 “大胃王”.
我好开心. 有点回到童年.


从学生的笑容,学到了笑不用任何理由.
从学生的苦脸,看到了过去我受的惩罚.

Weird

怪

我不知道为什么,每次看到喜欢的人,
在不开心的时候,骂了些他们不想提的人,或着就是没著名的罪人.
我都会怪自己,自己都会想想看, 那位罪人是不是我.
有时候根本不可能是我, 但我还是会想很久.
可能是想找个机会反省, 或者是在想,
是我也不错, 至少我在那人生命中还是个角色.

当然有时候, 很不幸地, 那罪人还真得是我.
但我也没脸去向他肯定, 我还是很爱面子的.
但心中还是很想要改过, 很想要时间倒流.
好吧, 就在这里说声"对不起". 奇怪吧?
我到地是跟谁说啊? 答案:其实是大家.
我又不是神, 坏事我也做了不少.
哈哈, 认识我的人, 大概都多少被我整过.
如果不记的话, 也是件好事, 请不要回想. 哈哈.

最近发现, 人啊很怪啊. 为什么?常言道: "人在做,天在看",
"纸是包不住火的", "平日不做亏心事,半夜敲门也不惊"
这些都是告诉大家不要做坏事, 但大家都知道大家都有做坏事啊.也很奇怪,
人似乎懂很多但不说.我也懂很多, 也不说, 我的原因是不知后果如何吧.

说不说, 对不对, 我不懂.
只知道害人的坏事是我儿时的把戏.
现在做的坏事, 原本都是发自善意或人性,都没想到会伤害到人.
要大家开心真是难.

Poem of Life

七字经

冰冷笑话离我远,
甜言蜜语别离我.
嘲讽笑人我装傻,
唇枪舌剑我在行.
贪生怕死不是我,
敢作敢为我风范,
游手好闲在旁躺,
行善帮人我来扛.

My Cough

病魔缠我身,
我身不由己.
千咳万咳.
咳伤了心,
咳伤了情.
咳来了责备,
咳来了知己.
咳走了学业,
咳走了机会.
如果我一身病,
是否我一人行?

My Way

一路走来, 迷失了自我.
我自问心里, 为什么?
因为少了些好朋友的支持.
烦了几天, 终于心静了下来.
原本在烦为何没人来关心我.
可能就是这种羡慕, 嫉妒之心,
让我受尽痛苦. 今天我找到了.
找到了, 我的待人之道, 做人之道,
活着的道理.

学业上, 我会尽力而为, 做出一个好游戏.
兴趣上, 我会发扬星相, 不再理会内部政策.
感情上, 我会顺其自然, 相信天生一对.
家庭上, 我要加油, 让家里更加富有.

我不需要跟任何人相比,
因为我走的路和他不同.

被人关怀备至已经是童年时的幸福梦境.
我该靠的是我的实力不是我的童年运气.

不败林家, 自强不息.

Intention to help

所谓"日行一善", 我很想帮助身边的人.
可是我往往无能为力, 不是别人不想我帮,
就是我的能力有限, 为何我是无钱,无权,无名.

所谓"人要有一技之长", 我好像都没有.
我帮人, 又不能帮到地. 真是无能.
想帮自己, 都力不从心. 真是悲惨.

该自强不息先, 后助人为乐?
还是牺牲小我, 完成大我?
还是等人来指点我?

唯一能肯定的是我必须一心向善.
不能再有任何嫉妒之心.

所谓"防人之心不可无, 害人之心不可有"
说实在, 人还是少说话为妙.
说多错多, 还是沉默是金的好.
所谓"空甁发出的声音最响".

但是不说, 谁会知道你要表达什么?
真是矛盾, 三思而言真不容易.

烦恼中...

What if I have an everlasting life?

若我有永恒的生命,
我能做什么?

攻打其他国家,
建立自己的王国?
没意义, 就算天下都是我的.
天下难到就会太平吗?

读尽天下书, 建造天下第一宫?
没意义,到时候朋友和亲人都死了,
痛苦极大, 有大智慧又有何用.

回到从前, 改写命运?
虽然能把所有的过错,后悔,都改写.
但又何苦呢?

人生短短几十年,
只要过的问心无愧,
过的脚踏实地,
这便是我人生的美.

Frog Under Well

想做井底蛙

因为有时希望自己什么都不懂,
像个井底蛙傻傻地, 开心的过日子.
因为有时希望自己没爱过人,
就不会伤心难过, 能开心的过日子.
因为有时希望自己能有自己的一片小天空,
看着天空, 不和人争斗, 盼着流星的到来.
因为有时希望自己能一个人在井底玩水,
不会被人笑, 不需要有上进心, 拥有兒时般的快乐.

但是孤独的井底蛙, 真会快乐吗?
但至少它不从伤害到任何人.

有时在想, 可能大家都是井底蛙.
大家都可能被自己的过去,
自己的想法, 自己的物质享受,
自己的文化, 自己的环境,
给困住了...困住了,
自己的未来, 自己的创意,
自己的梦想, 自己的天空.

要如何看破一切?
太难了...真想做个无忧无虑
又短命的井底蛙.

Long before language was created in this world.

很久很久以前, 这世上是没有语言,
人世间, 非常的安静, 非常纯洁,
一旦有了语言, 人与人之间, 有了沟通之后,
烦恼, 误会, 伤感, 就因此而来.

以上的故事, 让我有了许多的想法.
我觉得没有语言的人世间还真好.
人人就只会用行动来证明一切.
没有人能利用语言来制造谎言.
但是后来想想, 语言必定会诞生.
就像手机, 电脑 和高科技的诞生一样.
后来, 就觉得每样东西的诞生,
都会有它的正面和负面影响力.
只是人类在滥用吧了.

以下的词都跟爱情有关,
可能是我对爱的了解不够深吧.
写不出我心里的感受.
写在这里让大家看,
让大家给我一些启发.

爱是从来不讲公平的,
它是造成这世上,
最大的不平等,
最不合理的源头.

相爱不如相知.

The girl in my mind.

"她"

我问了一道简单的问题,
得到了一种直接的感受,
造成了许多矛盾的想法,
便引起了一连串的回忆,
她是我的过去还是未来?

Life of choices

选择

人生有许许多多的选择.

有人选择在外流浪, 放弃了在家和父母谈心的机会.
有人选择在外赚更多钱, 放弃了一家人共度晚餐的机会.
有人选择了爱情, 放弃了道义.
有人会选择放弃所有的财富, 也不会想放弃任何改过的机会.

Time

My Time

Time is what we measure in minutes, hours, days and years.

"Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long
for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who
love, time is eternity."

时间

有时我会像步惊云一样, 什么都不烦,
随着时间得流去, 想着过去,
想着她, 想着未来, 想着理想.

有时我会像火麒磷一样, 充满着怒火,
想把对我不公的人, 一分为二,
随着时间得流失, 我平息了自我,
忘掉那些人的愚昧无知的行为.

有时我会像小玉兔一样, 望着满天的星空,
希望烦恼能像流星般地消失,
看着月亮, 随着时间地等待她的到来.

有时我会像时间一样, 忙忙碌碌,
忘我劳动地跟着时间赛跑,
只希望朋友还知道我存在的意义.

Clown

小丑.
真的丑吗?

以前的我都对小丑的印象不是很好, 可能是因为小时看了有关小丑的恐怖片,
也没看过精彩的小丑表演, 总觉得小丑的笑容很恐怖.

我曾经对我姐和朋友说过"每个戏都有一个丑角, 可能现实生活也是."

有些丑角是可悲的,可笑的,可怜的, 但是也有可爱的.
有时丑角不管再如何努力都当不了主角,
因为他们缺乏主角的天生完美的外表,智慧,人气和运气.

当我看了"戆夫成龙"后感触良多, 觉得阿旺又是丑角又是主角,
可能丑角也有当主角的一天吧.

我认为小丑是值得被受到尊敬的, 因为是他们带给我们欢笑的.
我在想你我有一天可能会是小丑的身份, 但是那又怎么样?
只要能活得精彩, 活得自信, 又能给其他人快乐. 那又有什么不好啊.

戆夫成龙
http://ch8c.mediacorptv.com/shows/drama/view/1419/1/.html

小丑的眼泪
http://www.yzu.edu.cn/bmweb/xcb/p/ssyl/Myweb/bookstorage/novel/xqd.htm

Charlie Chaplin
http://www.charliechaplin.com/rubrique.php3?id_rubrique=22

如果我当不了在你生命中的主角, 只要你不嫌弃,
我愿意当一个能在你生命中带给你欢笑的小丑.

俊杰

Achievement

LWJ asked "What achievement you want?"
I was thinking "What kind of achievement I really want?"
QQ joked "Fame? Simple, strip and run around, tomorrow sure as famous as william hung."
I replied "那是虚名!我要的是名流千古而不是臭名远扬."
WWX kept in silent.

I got confused and found two meanings for achievement in Collins Dictionary.

1. Achievement is something which someone has succeeded in doing, especially after a lot of effort.
2. Achievement is the process of achieving something.

If I based on the first meaning and make out what achievement I made so far, there will be quite a lot, so I listed and classify some I think is important to me.

• Primary Sch- 棋王(I had five disciples), Silver Cup for Math Competition on Stage, One of the Most Famous student in CTPS, Math Dist For PSLE.
• Secondary Sch- 棋王(Win the TSS Chess Competition), Stage Perform On New Year Celebration, Got into Best Class, Found My First Love, Adviser of S.L.A.C.K.
• Poly- Class Rep for 1 year, 孙子兵法 Dist, IT sec of SP Astro, Got into Game Development.

Above Achievement, I put into efforts in studying, training and making friends.

小学让我傻傻地认为我是天才, 中学让我受尽苦头让我绝望, 今天我觉悟了.

If I based on the second meaning. Maybe I will relate it with my life goals.

1. 报答父母
2. 我和周围的朋友都开心
3. 提高社会水平

These goals actually is never be able to fulfil, there is no limit to all the goals. But I just want to reach or fulfil my life goals as much as I can before my death.

笑着过一生, 天塌当被盖.

Mistake - Something which you did not intend to do.

小一的我, 用的是有象皮樵的铅笔,
写错后,容易擦,容易受到老师的原谅.
小六的我, 用的是蓝色的原子笔,
写错后, 会用白色般的物体来掩盖错误, 老师会觉得乱但还会原谅.
中二的我,用的是黑色的原子笔,
写错后,想要用白色物体来掩盖错误,但老师不让,我也嫌麻烦.
今天的我, 用的是键盘,
打错后, 电脑可能会提醒我或直接帮我改, 或按"<--", 老师只会找我的错误.

小一的我, 让我想起周围的人很容易原谅我因为我还小,
做错了事后, 便会用心地把每个错误擦掉，轻松地再重写过. 不怕失败.
小六的我, 让我想起周围的人开始对我的期望变高了, 我做事需要更有自信,
但当我做错了事, 便会怕别人对我的期望会变低, 便用了像白色般的谎言来掩盖我的错误, 希望别人不知道. 可是周围的人想知道我倒地做错了什么事, 但我刻意隐瞒, 他们也不能帮我, 只好放弃追问.
中二的我, 让我想起周围的人已经对我有信心, 我做事必需要更用心更明确, 不能再用谎言来掩盖我的错误, 我需要勇敢面对现实, 从我的错误中吸取教训.
今天的我, 需要周围的人能像电脑般提醒我,帮助我克服困难或缺点, 而不是只会看我的缺点,不看我的优点的人. 我不想孤军做战.

Sometime, I see "Mistake" as a kind of "Creative". If I don't make any mistake, how do I know the new way to be right(Original Idea) ? Creative is something you don't intend to have yet it appears.


Inspired By Chua Hui Ting (Primary school friend, Long time no contact.) Her Msn Nick: "Everyone makes mistakes; that's why they put erasers on pencils"

Poseur

模范

每个人都有自己的影响力.
每个人都有自己的独特性格和成功之道.

我说: 可是我认为像我这样想没什么不好的啊.
他说: 可是我不想学你.
我说: 学我有什么不好的啊?
他说: 我不要'poser'你
我说: 为什么?
他说: 为什么我需要'poser'你?
我想: 他说的对.

有时我会告诉别人, 如何有效地做一些事情.
希望他们能像我一样成功地做完他的事情.
但是这样我也可能夺走他们的宝贵机会.
失败而取得经验的机会, 另一种成功的机会.

小时候,我妈常说"为什么你不能像你姐姐一样?"
我就会给她看我那种"为何我要像姐姐"的脸.
也就是这样我更肯定我要走的路, 逍遥自在的路.
在我心里深处, 我是羡慕我姐的成功.
但是我知道我不需要像我姐一样的成功.
因为我已经选择了我要走的成功之道.
就算失败, 那又怎样? 至少那是我选择的路.

我们不用模范别人走过的成功之路.
我们不用模范别人的天赋.

想要做就做, 不用想太多.

Inspired by LWJ

Fairytale Ending

童话般的结局.

在我童年时, 我读了听了许许多多感人的童话故事.
那时的我, 认为只要诚心对待对方就能得到幸福.

今日的我,了解到现实生活中有
比巫婆还要无聊的人,
比怪物还要孤独的人,
比公主还要动人的人.
但偏偏我就不是比王子还要幸运的人.

淡了恋爱, 了解爱是需要双方面来维持地.
爱也不只是两个人的事, 因为世界的人多过你我两人.

我只希望能得到有如童话般纯真的爱情.
有如童话般简单的结局: 从此以后,过着幸福快乐的日子.
希望我不是在做梦. 妳听到了吗?

Man and Beast

人与兽

人是天地万物之明.
但人的文明进度已不如以往.

人不再利用自己最大的本事: 学习能力
来帮助周围事物但只顾追随物质上的财富.

我想了很长的时间...人与兽最大的分别在那?
答案是: 人有七情六欲, 性爱之分, 正邪之分.

兽不会有刻骨铭心的爱情, 但人会.
兽的眼里没有正邪和道义, 但人有.
这就是人的美, 兽的凡.

但兽的一些特质性格, 是人该学习.
鼠的机灵, 牛的吃苦, 虎的威严, 兔的可爱, 龙的傲气, 鸡的守时
羊的温柔, 马的活力, 狗的忠心, 猪的自知, 猴的好学, 蛇的随意

Expose True Self

人最难了解的人可能就是自己.
当人想要朋友对自己有所评价时,
他们所得到的答案,很有可能,
跟自己的理想答案,有所不同.

人常会表露出"不真实的自己",
来掩盖自己的弱点或暇疵.
有如一个爱开玩笑的人,
突然之间沉默不语地坐在一旁.
那是真实的他还是瞬间的他?

人可能长期掩盖自我,
因此迷失真诚的自我.

若想要别人了解自己,
就要先放开,了解自我.

Inspired By LWJ

The Responsibility

九个月前,我是天文学的新成员.
九个月后,我是天文学的科技负责人.
这样的变化,使我有了新的责任.
我有点力不从心...我每日都要跟电脑打交道.
我有点厌倦...但我知道还是要坚持.
我想要懂新事物, 但新事物又跟电脑扯上了关系.
我的责任一一地跟电脑科技有了关系.
难道我要为了责任而过着平平淡淡看着电脑的日子吗?

人在江湖身不由己,一个过错害人害己.